I have a feeling it gets worse when you have never met. Infatuation has the constant desire and to see them.sometimes people confuse love with infatuation
It wouldnt suprise me if the line between love and infatuation gets so blurred, because you cannot see each other, that it becomes something weird. It probably has become more of a familiarity thing. You might not love her, you just have the desire to talk to her because it is familiar to you and you know her well.
You may be thinking that knowing her and always wanting to talk to her means you love her but it is more complicated than that.