Ienzo is gone, killed at the hands Braig. I never will stop calling them by their real names; after all, they are still themselves, just in a different way.
Zexion deserved to die; he had earned it. Throughout his insecure wanderings he never really did get what he wanted most, answers. He struggled through his first life trying to convince me to let him experiment, and now in his… second, I would suppose, was wasted trying to convince others to help him learn, which is why he was what he was.
What a tragic life for such a gifted young man… It is a shame I could not help him.
And I may still be able to fix things with this troubled youth, in his third form that is. His heartless is with a doubt special, no ordinary heartless for sure. If I can find it, maybe it can tell me what has become of the rest of them. My pupils’ heartless, that is.
It still contains the heart of my most misguided apprentice. I can bring it back.
Ienzo, Even, Dilan, Braig, and Eleaus; my apprentices who can be brought to me. One already has.
Ienzo still lives. I know it; I can feel it.
He lives, he feels, he has a heart. What has happened to his vacant body? Where has the nobody he once was gone to? Is it doomed as well?
How many lives of suffering can one existence go through before it breaks?
His heartless will be cruel and unemotional, and it won’t be easy to bring it in, but I must. Ienzo will come back to me as Ienzo, not Zexion or an unnamed heartless. As for the others, they can wait. Ienzo is, and always has been, at the verge of braking down.
Ansem
A small note is written at the bottom of the page in barely legible writing:
“But which Ansem?”
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Well, a necessary update, and it gives you a hint towards the location of this journal, which is midly important in the long shot...
It's so funny just how long I plan on making this fic....
Also, it tells you one person's soon to begin plan, but of course others will be set up first. Can you say race against time in next part? (which still hasn't started, there is more to TWT)