Sorry guys about this, but I just have been in deep thought for a long time. I am not sure how to say this, but I am nervous about being twenty-one. I already had a difficult time with being homeless and being in the hospital two to three years ago due to some family issues. But, I feel like I am going to lose everything and that I am going nowhere in my life. I feel like I've done nothing in my life and I have a lot of dreams that I never seem to work towards. I feel like I am never improving. And, I just get so angry and upset lately due to remembering what happened with my family and myself and often take out my pain in unorthodox ways. I feel like I have been going nowhere for awhile. Has anybody ever felt like this? If so, do you eventually grow out of it?