i have someone NOW yeah, but ok, before steve i was so depressed people actually stopped talking to me because it was so pathetic. and just because i'm lucky enough to be in a good relationship now doesn't mean i don't know what it's like to hit rock bottom. it should just be a reason for you to have hope for the future, because life has lows but it also has really wonderful highs to look forward to.
but yeah. sorry if i gave you the impression that it's easy to speed through; it's not. there's really not a lot you can do, i mean unless you have something really distracting to focus on. and that didn't help me so lol. i'm not saying you're powerless, but it'd be insulting to you for me to be like LOL IT'S OKAY JUST SMILE BE HAPPY WATCH ANIMU. if it was so simple nobody in the world would be hurting D: (i think that was a line in ff ix...)
but for this time, there are people around you that want you to be cheerful and satisfied with your life. you have opportunities to express yourself, choices to make and a day to be conquered. i only hope that's enough.
best wishes, and PM me anytime you want, i don't want to spam this thread or something lol

xx