Sorry, I know I was taking awhile to respond to your post from last night.
Your welcome, memory master. I'm not like most people and I find this kind of conversation much more refreshing :]
Now, let's just say you did turn into Xehanort. What exactly would do, once you were him? You don't wish to be him, do you?
I don't think you will turn into Xehanort, because you still hold onto hope. You haven't given up quite yet and I think Xehanort isnt exactly who you would turn into. Depending on your ideals and goals.
No matter much you wish to be Sora, it just isn't possible. If it were, someone better slap me for saying otherwise. Trust me, I've tried to be like him, but it won't work. However, you can know what it's like to have friends like Sora. So, that in itself is something to believe in.
Knowledge and Wisdom is very powerful, that can be used in brilliant ways. You can't always depend on your friends (like Sora does) to get you out of tough spots. That's why, it's a very powerful ability to have. You have to believe in yourself before believing in others. Friends count on each other, that knowledge and wisdom is a good thing to have. Not everyone has this kind of power, so I think it should be value.
Also, I can almost garuntee you that you wouldn't have a blank portrait. Wanna know why? Because I wish to form a bond with you and that means, you are capable of making one. It just takes time to form strong bonds, but you already have a friend in the making who wishes to know you.
I'm gonna go ahead and say, that you do have a human heart. You feel everything another human being does. I can't say much about the soul, because a soul is more like your individuality. Which sets all of us apart. As for you feeling alienated, I know what that's like. You may not even choose to be alienated, but it happens wether we like it or not. Thats why, you need to hold on and find someone who can understand and support you through it together. I can't even say we are human, because it's just a label to define us all.
Wanted to know what kind of music you like to listen to xD