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I have been completely overwhelmed with stress and anxiety going on in my life lately. There are a couple reasons.
The work I've been doing at school everyday and work brought home has been taking up the majority of my schedule. I'm one who does not procrastinate on doing work, I get it done immediately. But every time, everyday when I finish, I don't have any time at all to do anything else, not even shower. It's stressing me because I want to be able to do things like play video games and watch movies or read or draw! But I haven't had time to do any of it, and it's upsetting me. I'm glad for the times I can slip in and read some books and draw a few pictures, but those moments aren't very often. I've already discussed the issue to my parents and they don't make me do much chores because I'm being such a hard worker, I've even kept my bedroom clean, so they're happy with that. But the workload is killing me, I just want a some more free time and not worry so much about work.
There has been drama that has been around recently with my friends at school.
Supposedly two of my friends had a fight over on Facebook a week back: one of them being my best friend. I got on Facebook and my best friend tried to get me involved with it, but I refused. I didn't want any part of the fight and I wouldn't make it any better.
Then lunch at school came, and the two friends began to fight about what happened. My best friend tried to remain calm (she didn't want there to be a fight between them at school yet she knew there would be), but her rage broke free due to my other friend starting to bring the subject up in a rude way. This was happening in front of me at the lunch table. The fight didn't get too intense thankfully. I tried to settle the fight by trying to understand why both of them were upset and tried to explain it to each other. I wasn't trying to pick whose side I was on. It was just a simple misunderstanding. But my other friend was being too careless about what I was trying to do and started getting all over on how my best friend was being mean. The fight continued and I was close to screaming at the both of them. The other friend just got up and left, and I just buried my face in my arms trying to keep from crying. My best friend hugged me saying she was sorry about that, that I did what I could. But I felt like I failed, that I failed to keep each other's friendship. And when I got home that day, the stress from it was kicking my butt so incredibly hard. I hoped that the two would resolve this, because I was done. I didn't want to be a part of any of that again.
And then it's about a lot of other drama (which I explained but lost everything of what I talked about -_-).
So thank you to those who read and I would appreciate advice to help deal with this kind of stress.
I have been completely overwhelmed with stress and anxiety going on in my life lately. There are a couple reasons.
The work I've been doing at school everyday and work brought home has been taking up the majority of my schedule. I'm one who does not procrastinate on doing work, I get it done immediately. But every time, everyday when I finish, I don't have any time at all to do anything else, not even shower. It's stressing me because I want to be able to do things like play video games and watch movies or read or draw! But I haven't had time to do any of it, and it's upsetting me. I'm glad for the times I can slip in and read some books and draw a few pictures, but those moments aren't very often. I've already discussed the issue to my parents and they don't make me do much chores because I'm being such a hard worker, I've even kept my bedroom clean, so they're happy with that. But the workload is killing me, I just want a some more free time and not worry so much about work.
There has been drama that has been around recently with my friends at school.
Supposedly two of my friends had a fight over on Facebook a week back: one of them being my best friend. I got on Facebook and my best friend tried to get me involved with it, but I refused. I didn't want any part of the fight and I wouldn't make it any better.
Then lunch at school came, and the two friends began to fight about what happened. My best friend tried to remain calm (she didn't want there to be a fight between them at school yet she knew there would be), but her rage broke free due to my other friend starting to bring the subject up in a rude way. This was happening in front of me at the lunch table. The fight didn't get too intense thankfully. I tried to settle the fight by trying to understand why both of them were upset and tried to explain it to each other. I wasn't trying to pick whose side I was on. It was just a simple misunderstanding. But my other friend was being too careless about what I was trying to do and started getting all over on how my best friend was being mean. The fight continued and I was close to screaming at the both of them. The other friend just got up and left, and I just buried my face in my arms trying to keep from crying. My best friend hugged me saying she was sorry about that, that I did what I could. But I felt like I failed, that I failed to keep each other's friendship. And when I got home that day, the stress from it was kicking my butt so incredibly hard. I hoped that the two would resolve this, because I was done. I didn't want to be a part of any of that again.
And then it's about a lot of other drama (which I explained but lost everything of what I talked about -_-).
So thank you to those who read and I would appreciate advice to help deal with this kind of stress.