I'm usually not the kind of person who actually likes girls emotionally. Truthfully, when it comes to relationships, I'm told that I'm cruel, cold, and heartless. I just don't put forth the emotion to care. Anyway, there is this girl Iactually like. It's actually the first time since my fiancee cheated on me a few years back.
From what I can tell, we both like each other. Today I found out this detail about her that personally I SHOULD like. It SHOULD make me smile. Instead, I snapped at her like "WTF? That's some bullshit!" Those were my words exactly. Currently, we're not dating. She's already in a relationship with someone else. I was talking with her to see where that's going.
Now, the point of this thread is this. What emotion is this that I'm feeling and how do I make it go away. I don't like this and I just wish everything would die. I'm not to the point of suicide, nor will I be, but I just need help with this.
I don't even know how I feel about her now. In my mind, my mental image of her has changed, and that other image is who I liked. What's going on?
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And this is totally unrelated to the lesbian thing btw. If anyone wants to know how that ended, pm me.
From what I can tell, we both like each other. Today I found out this detail about her that personally I SHOULD like. It SHOULD make me smile. Instead, I snapped at her like "WTF? That's some bullshit!" Those were my words exactly. Currently, we're not dating. She's already in a relationship with someone else. I was talking with her to see where that's going.
Now, the point of this thread is this. What emotion is this that I'm feeling and how do I make it go away. I don't like this and I just wish everything would die. I'm not to the point of suicide, nor will I be, but I just need help with this.
I don't even know how I feel about her now. In my mind, my mental image of her has changed, and that other image is who I liked. What's going on?
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And this is totally unrelated to the lesbian thing btw. If anyone wants to know how that ended, pm me.