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*~NeoAdamus~*
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So i've known this Moldovian girl for about 2 years now, and ever since i've been writing to her. Every now and then we glance at eachother. We had our distance though, and i use to question it allot, but I couldn't really receive an answer. Then there was a moment that she dated this guy but it wasn't really that close of a relationship or at least i think it was her first and you probably wouldn't believe by the way she looks but apparently distance was her thing. You could pretty much guess how i felt, that feeling as if everything you've done for someone was really nothing at all. But in time she didn't stay with him and the distance was still apparent for me and her. I probably should have ignored her and i did for some months but it wasn't in my heart to do so. There was something that gave me this strong feeling about her and it wouldn't go away. She'd always tell her friends of the letters i write to her, and her friends tell me she reads them very often which i found pretty surprising. I guess the thought of this had me somewhat scared for the fact that my bad luck with women was usually the fact that i was shy, or that the girl was into the nasty if yaknowzwhatimean. For once i felt this comfort for a girl that shunned all that had made me shy. Just recently in March i wrote her a letter, and when i saw her after gym she was laughing but not in a humiliating way. She was blushing and she kept staring at me but she didn't want to get near cause....you know distance and all. I told a friend of her that i was going to buy her flowers, and finally in the end i find out that she likes me, but she cant date me because upon Moldovian religion, Moldovians can only date other Moldovians, and somewhat fine if its a white male, but bad for me seeing as im black and hispanic. This was the answer to the distance factor. Religion has no boundary for love but this is as far as it gets. I'm not exactly sure how to feel......
its kind of depressing
its kind of depressing
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