Chapter Ten: Unstable
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For the first time in the month she’d been back, Allyn was in a fantastic mood. Shuyin coming to her last night had been a fantastic surprise and one she knew just had to happen again. A love like they shared didn’t just disappear.
She still remembered the first day she had met him.
When she turned 15 - in a move that finally gained her father’s often waning attention - Allyn emptied her bank account which, admittedly, wasn’t much and moved to Zanarkand to start a new life.
That was when she met Shuyin. He was just getting out of blitzball practice and was still damp from the sphere pool. She was rushing off of the hover and struggling with her bags. The two of them had collided and she’d landed on her butt with her bags scattered. Shuyin had been so apologetic. He’d run all over the place gathering her bags and the pieces of clothing that had flown from the open ones. Once all of her belongings were gathered, he’d helped her to her feet and their eyes met.
Allyn knew her life would never be the same.
Their relationship had been slow to start. A few dinner dates; a few movies. The first time Shuyin had kissed her – in a move she knew had to be his first – their teeth had knocked and Shuyin had blushed crimson. Allyn remembered the moment fondly when she decided to take it upon herself to teach him and the two had spent almost an hour kissing and, when they finally broke apart, Shuyin was breathless and grinning.
He had never looked more handsome.
When it came to sex, Allyn knew that Shuyin was a virgin although they’d never discussed it. She wasn’t sure if he knew about her sexual past, but she was sure he’d realized it after the kissing lesson. She was very knowledgeable about those things. During their subsequent dates the kissing seemed to be leading somewhere that Shuyin was more than interested in going.
The night they first made love the kissing had become overpowering and when they pulled apart for air Shuyin had stared into her eyes, as if in a trance. His eyes were asking her for permission and Allyn knew just what he wanted. She wanted it too. As she nodded her agreement, she felt his hands slowly traveling down her sides to lift her shirt off.
His exploration of her body was sweet and sensual. He took ever dip and curve with hands and mouth as if trying to memorize every tiny detail of her. Clothes were stripped and strewn about the room. She watched him rise above her and their eyes locked. Shuyin smiled at her and Allyn smiled back, kissing his lips tenderly. Shuyin tried to join them together, but stopped and seemed a little confused. Gently taking him in her hand, Allyn guided him in the movement and once they were joined all conscious thought stopped as her breath caught with the pleasure of it.
It was afterward that Shuyin held her close and said the words that Allyn had been wishing he’d say…
“I love you.”
Although he hadn’t said those words after their love making last night, Allyn knew it was only a matter of time until he said them again. Every day without him felt like an eternity and she knew that he had to feel the same way. He just had to. That was why he’d run to her after breaking up with the little bitch. The smell of alcohol on his breath had nothing to do with it. She had taught Shuyin how to hold his alcohol and she knew that it only gave him the encouragement to do what he wanted to do in the first place.
At least…she hoped so…
No matter how convinced she was that he’d be hers within a fortnight, there was still that nagging doubt that made her wonder. She hated that inner voice of hers. She wished she could permanently silence it the way she’d permanently silenced Georg….
Grabbing her keys, she took the stairs to the apartment lobby two at a time and burst into the daylight. She knew that his blitzball practice would be almost over and she could surprise him outside and maybe convince him to come over to her house for…dessert.
As soon as she rounded the corner she saw him and his two blitzball friends – Skirpa and Bruttam – exiting the stadium and talking in hushed whispers about something. She felt a bounce form in her step as she saw him and jogged quickly and silently toward him. She approached behind him and whispered seductively, “Hello there, handsome.”
He turned to her and she expected a broad smile of happiness, or a kiss, or a hug…anything. Instead he just stared at her with an unreadable expression on his handsome face. After a few seconds, Shuyin said, “Have you taken to stalking now, Allyn?”
Her surprise at his rather callous reply was quickly shaken as she forced herself to remain happy and carefree, “Whatever do you mean, love?”
“I told you not to read too much into it, Allyn.” Shuyin hissed, “It will never happen again.”
Allyn put a hand on her hip, “Of course it will. You’re single…I’m single…”
Shuyin shook his head and replied, “Correction…you’re single. I’m not.”
The half smirk that seemed always present on Allyn’s pretty features suddenly vanished. Her hands dropped to her sides and her green eyes seemed to search Shuyin’s as if trying to figure out if this was all some sort of a cruel joke. Allyn noted Skirpa and Bruttam’s tiny grins as if the entire situation was completely humorous and she realized that Shuyin wasn’t lying. He had gone back to that stupid bitch! Her shoulders started shaking first from her fury as she raged, “She actually forgave you?! Or did you forget to mention what happened between us last night?!”
“I told her.” Shuyin replied, “I didn’t think she’d forgive me, but she did. I’m eternally grateful.”
Allyn glared at him as she felt her dreams shattering and exploding all around her. Balling up her fists at her side, she hissed, “So that little bitch is going to keep you from being with the woman you love?”
“Firstly, Allyn, stop calling Lenne a bitch. She’s anything but that.” Shuyin replied, calmly and with a bit of a smirk, “Secondly, even though you adamantly refuse to admit it, I am with the woman that I love.”
“I know that! You’re standing with me now!” Allyn cried, “What I mean is…”
Shuyin put a hand on her lips to silence her as he said, “I don’t love you, Allyn. I love Lenne.”
Allyn didn’t move. She didn’t speak. She wasn’t even sure if she was breathing. She just stared at him as he said something else. Something she didn’t listen to. She didn’t take a step as he and his friends turned and walked away. She watched as he climbed into his convertible and drove in the direction of that girl’s house. Suddenly letting her anger get control of her, Allyn took off in a run after Shuyin. She wasn’t going to let that little bitch win. Allyn would get her man, no matter what she had to do.
It was almost 3pm when she got there after the 45 minute run to Lenne’s house. She looked around and saw Shuyin’s car parked in the street halfway between Lenne’s house and his own which was situated three blocks up the street on the other side. In the distance she heard laughter and splashing coming from the ocean behind the docks and she headed toward the sound. She frowned as she saw who it was and immediately tucked behind a lamppost.
Shuyin…and her.
Swimming, laughing, and kissing – the two of them looked completely in love and Allyn had to fight her urge to drown the prissy little bitch. She’d told her father it would only take a month or two to get Shuyin back, but she still was nowhere closer to having Shuyin in her arms as she’d been when she first came back to A-East.
If only she hadn’t left…
The things that led up to her leaving seemed inconsequential and stupid in retrospect, but back then they had seemed like everything. The problem with her and Shuyin was that both were pathological flirts. They couldn’t pass a member of the opposite sex without flirting. Allyn’s flirting was more overt – like rubbing the thigh of a handsome guy next to her. She’d done that to Zaon and Skirpa…even Bruttam to some degree, but the thought of doing anything more with them had made her sick.
She loved Shuyin.
The beginning of the end began with the deaths of Shuyin’s parents. Around the same time the Abes had briefly signed Georg for a few games to fill in for Skirpa who had broken his collar bone during a game. When Shuyin’s parents had died, he’d started getting distant with her. She knew he was mourning, but it still hurt that he didn’t want to be around her. During that time, Georg had started to develop a friendship with her and it was he that she ran to whenever Shuyin turned his back.
After six months of Shuyin being distant, Georg had hinted to her that he thought Shuyin was seeing someone else. There was no proof. There was no reason for Allyn to believe it….but believe it she did. She had always thought in the back of her mind that she couldn’t keep Shuyin happy for long. He was better than her in a million ways and it didn’t surprise her that he’d find solace in someone else’s arms.
She left with Georg the next day.
She didn’t try to talk to Shuyin. She didn’t listen to his side. She didn’t even tell him the reason she was leaving, just that she was and Georg was going with her. Georg had been signed to the Urks in D-West and the two moved into a small apartment. Everything was fine unless Georg was drunk. The first night he got drunk, he beat her until she was unconscious. She tried to call Shuyin the next morning for help, but Georg had severed all the phone lines and hidden her cell phone. He locked her in the apartment when he wasn’t there and did unspeakable things to her when he was. Her only contact with the outside world was the television and it was six months after leaving, during the news, that she found out Shuyin wasn’t seeing someone else. Although he usually tried to avoid interviews, the news crew had caught him and asked him a few questions about himself. When asked if there was ‘someone special’ Shuyin had said, “There use to be, but not anymore.”
She’d been lied to…
She’d been duped…
Allyn’s desperation to get back to Shuyin overtook her life. Multiple plans to escape had failed. Georg was as intelligent as he was proficient in blitzball. Allyn knew drastic moves needed to be taken if she was ever going to get back to Shuyin.
In the end, Allyn had killed him. The courts had decreed she was guilty by reason of insanity. She was unstable according to court psychiatrists. Locked in a psych ward in D-West, Allyn spent 2 ½ years of her life there, wondering what Shuyin was doing and being thankful every day that D-West business stayed in D-West. She was so grateful that Shuyin would never know about this.
After 2 ½ years, parole became a possibility and she forced herself to answer the psychological exam questions the way the doctors wanted her to. She needed to make them think she was truly sorry for what she’d done and that she was sane enough never to do it again. She didn’t feel guilty, though.
She’d done it for Shuyin.
Allyn turned a little behind the pole where she was sitting and looked at Lenne. The brunette was swimming happily away from Shuyin who was playfully trying to catch her.
When Shuyin caught Lenne, Allyn’s ears perked up to hear what they were saying to each other. Her Shuyin put his arms around that girl, “We should probably dry off and get going. I’ve got the picnic basket just inside my house. All we need to do is throw some food into it.”
“How long do you think it’ll take to Macalania?” Lenne asked.
Shuyin replied to Lenne, “Well, about 2 hours by car and 1 ½ hours by hover.” The brunette nodded and Shuyin said, “I was thinking we should drive so we can leave whenever we want to.”
Allyn felt sure that steam was coming out of her ears. Her Shuyin was going to take that bimbo on a romantic picnic in Macalania! Growling quietly, Allyn crawled from her hiding place and behind a nearby bush where she waited until she was sure they hadn’t seen her. Tears stung her eyes as she tried to fight them off. She wasn’t going to lose Shuyin to that bitch. If she was going to lose Shuyin, it was going to be to someone who deserved him.
As she cast another glance at the brunette with Shuyin, Allyn felt her hatred toward the songstress grow. There was no way she was going to let that little bitch take what was rightfully hers.
Something had to be done…
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SRRY FOR MY ABSENCE! wasn't able to get online....>.< damn parents grounding me. well anyways...i've been thinkin....and.....um.......i might start a sequal! but i have to finish this story first!