God, well what happened in the past with my ex kinda is the reason for this. Read the threads on it, cuz I don't feel like talking about it again.
Right, well as I've said before, my ex lied to me about everything while we went out, lying about who she really was, etc. So I can't trust people that easily anymore. Hell, I think I"m close to not trusting anyone, not family, or even my best friends. I feel as if I"m going anti-social or something. Okay, don't laugh or anything, but I"ve been rejected 4 times in the past two months. I'm liking this girl who sits by my "friend" (I"ll get to why I quoted this) in French class. They talk a lot and I think she likes him, but he told me he doesn't like her, and thinks she's ugly (pretty rude). And last week I told him I kinda liked her.
So today (nothing's really happened between me and the girl) we had part of our final. Then afterward we could move around and sit next to friends. I told him to sit by me, but didn't want to. And felt that talking to her was more important. Then my other friend yells at me that my "friend" told him that I liked that girl. (He said, name told who you like) So my 'friend' comes by me to sharpen his pencil and I start yelling how could you tell him? DIdn't reallly say anything and then I told him to sit next to me again but only said no, I"m not your lefty brother (as were both left handed, and he was my first friend at my new school). Then, I just felt shocked and put my head in my desk for the rest of the period.
And before this, my friends in band (just the three of us) had a talk about relationships and trusting people, etc. He said to trust absolutely no one and keep everything to yourself. And other things too, but it's not important to this.
So I guess I"m just getting fed up with all this. I don't know what to do. I'm pretty sure I"ve explained everything right now. If you need to know more about something, just ask. Please help
Right, well as I've said before, my ex lied to me about everything while we went out, lying about who she really was, etc. So I can't trust people that easily anymore. Hell, I think I"m close to not trusting anyone, not family, or even my best friends. I feel as if I"m going anti-social or something. Okay, don't laugh or anything, but I"ve been rejected 4 times in the past two months. I'm liking this girl who sits by my "friend" (I"ll get to why I quoted this) in French class. They talk a lot and I think she likes him, but he told me he doesn't like her, and thinks she's ugly (pretty rude). And last week I told him I kinda liked her.
So today (nothing's really happened between me and the girl) we had part of our final. Then afterward we could move around and sit next to friends. I told him to sit by me, but didn't want to. And felt that talking to her was more important. Then my other friend yells at me that my "friend" told him that I liked that girl. (He said, name told who you like) So my 'friend' comes by me to sharpen his pencil and I start yelling how could you tell him? DIdn't reallly say anything and then I told him to sit next to me again but only said no, I"m not your lefty brother (as were both left handed, and he was my first friend at my new school). Then, I just felt shocked and put my head in my desk for the rest of the period.
And before this, my friends in band (just the three of us) had a talk about relationships and trusting people, etc. He said to trust absolutely no one and keep everything to yourself. And other things too, but it's not important to this.
So I guess I"m just getting fed up with all this. I don't know what to do. I'm pretty sure I"ve explained everything right now. If you need to know more about something, just ask. Please help