Last year my parents got divorced, one of my best friends moved away, a cat I had for over a decade died, my girlfriend and I broke up after having a relationship that lasted over a year, and then I've been significantly falling back in all my school work. And then right now I'm worrying about where my mom is going to move because she has to be out of the house in the beginning of March. There's really nothing she can do because she's not able to get a job because of her mental issues, and SSI keeps rejecting her.
So, yeah, my life has been less than satisfactory for a while now. I've been getting depressed a lot, and sometimes just don't want to do anything.
My views on what I want to do in the future have been changing from knowing exactly what I want to do, to being unsure, and I'm starting to not even care that much. I just can't help believe that I'm going to fail even if I try to do something.
I've started to feel less attached to anyone, and have avoided some of my friends completely. I don't feel welcome anywhere I go, not home, not my mom's, not school nowhere. The only place I don't feel unwelcome is when I'm doing something with the church, but it's still strange there because the Youth Group is all but dead, and the pastor, who I was closed to, recently retired and moved away.
I guess I'm probably just complaining, but still. I just feel like some kind of void, and feel nostalgic for when I was in Middle School, 7th Grade, for some reason, to be specific.
There we go, story of my life.
Any advice?
So, yeah, my life has been less than satisfactory for a while now. I've been getting depressed a lot, and sometimes just don't want to do anything.
My views on what I want to do in the future have been changing from knowing exactly what I want to do, to being unsure, and I'm starting to not even care that much. I just can't help believe that I'm going to fail even if I try to do something.
I've started to feel less attached to anyone, and have avoided some of my friends completely. I don't feel welcome anywhere I go, not home, not my mom's, not school nowhere. The only place I don't feel unwelcome is when I'm doing something with the church, but it's still strange there because the Youth Group is all but dead, and the pastor, who I was closed to, recently retired and moved away.
I guess I'm probably just complaining, but still. I just feel like some kind of void, and feel nostalgic for when I was in Middle School, 7th Grade, for some reason, to be specific.
There we go, story of my life.
Any advice?