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A few months ago, one of my very best and closest friends tried to comit suicide to escape her abusive family. She was sent away and I haven't seen her since then, and I stopped having contact with her soon after. My family had started to make plans for a 16th birthday party, but I told them no since she was gone. Both that and the start of my Sophomore year are coming up really soon, and I can't stop thinking about her. I have woken up crying because I saw her die or something. I miss her so terribly that I am constantly depressed anymore. What really hurts is the fact that one of my other friends actually did talk to her on the phone, and she wasn't happy anymore, she wasn't herself anymore, and I can't do anything to help her at the moment. She changed, and if I do get to see her again, it's not likely to be the same as it was before she was sent away. My heart aches constantly and I can't think of a way to stop it. I love and miss her terribly, and I wasn't able to help her when she needed it the most, and it completely distroys me.
Is there any way I can last one day without almost crying?
Is there any way I can last one day without almost crying?