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Password: Crystal
Name: Layla
Age: 95
Gender: Female
Alliance: Light
Heart: Twilight
Appearance: Layla stands at 5'8 with long mahogany hair running down her back. When she is not fighting or in the presence of the man she worships, her hair is down her back, but when she is, it is tightly wrapped in a bun. She has misty gray eyes, that sometimes remind people of a storm. She has tanned skin and a tattoo on her forearm, of a date written in foreign language. She usually wears a white robe, or a dress of silk white.
Personality: Layla is only quiet when need be, but she has a lot of things on her mind and heart, and sometimes hate to keep them to herself. As an angel she understand her role perfectly, but she despises it because it gives her no room to find herself. She has always lived to the plans acording to others, and never really broken out. So at times she is rebellious and refuse to take other people's demands or advice. Even though her streak of being a rebellion is starting, Layla is always kind and gentle, and at times her heart is worn on her skin. She admits to being weak when it comes to her feelings, but she admits that she will never change how she is.
Biography: Layla, born into the world with a forever lasting light shining from the sky, that seemed to always be perfect, always seem to be, right. She never knew how she was created or why, and of her 94 years she didn't try to think of her creator's intentions on creating her, but only to the simple of fact of where was she going to be needed in his threaded world. Since the day she was young and would walk around the white corridors, she looked for something different of the white walls of the creator's and his people, but as time grew out, she started to stop dreaming.
"She was born to be a fighter" some angels would say, when Layla was younger. A young girl with the spirit of a wild horse and the anger of a bull, she was a deadly combination to be a angel, but she knew her place and she knew it well. All her life, she watched as angel's who went against their creator be sent down to a place that was not spoken of. She could never ask the other angels cause they would only refuse her invintation into a intresting conversation, a conversation that seemed to be forbidden. So with that in mind, a "forbidden place" seemed no where she wanted to be, so she continued fighting and gaining the honor and respect of the angels and her creator. Even though she had the honor and the respect, she felt hollow.
More and more she contiplated on the "forbidden place" and did the creator send them there, or destined them to be there. It would make her cringe. She was getting older and her mind thought in different ways. Observing anad observing each day in the same place that seemed to stay the day since she was a young. It was scary and annoying at the same time. The same thing, but the place that creator easily made and could easily take away. Just like he could easily make an angel then send it away with a stroke of his hand. Was it all to terrifying? She could only think to herself each night. With that feeling in her heart she honored the Creator more and more. She was scared for her sacred life, she was scared to be in a place she knew nothing of, a plae that seemed to be enternal damnation for anyone who set foot from the clouds that held it all together.
Sample Post: The sun seems to always stay in the same place. A place that never seems to get tired of the sun. I wonder if it is real, if I touch it, will I burn like the records say, or is it not real, sometimes I believe this world to not be real. Layla laid in her white bed looking at the opening through her white ceiling at the sky that seemed so luminous when she was young, become dull as she grew older. She wondered to herself how other angels could bathe in this sun. Was it because of the creator making it, or was it because the angels that bathe in the sun, were vain, and horrible. She could only wonder. Her eyes fell into a slit as the sun shined bright with it's dull light. The older she became the duller the light seemed to get. She held her heart and sighed for she couldn't understand the battle within it. Other angels seemed to never think of any of this, only they seem to bathe in whatever the creator could give them and Layla, she loved her creator as any angel would, but her heart, it didn't feel the same way as her soul. Was that horrible? Was that a crime? Would that send her away?