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I'm very much on the fence about it, and right now my anger is overpowering any other sense of reason. I found out a few days ago that these people whom I've called "friends" for the past few months were meeting in secret behind my back and excluding me from their gatherings. When I asked "why?" one of them simply responded that "I make things awkward" and then I got a message from another one of them saying that they just didn't want to be around me anymore. I've talked to them through messaging for 2 months now and they've been leading me on; I feel like such an idiot. I'm trying to take the high road by using a bunch of different methods to release my anger without hurting anybody, including writing down my thoughts. But now that I've written it, why not send it? Show those bastards that I'm not some weak-willed loser that won't even fight back. Mind you, this won't do anything, but I can assure you it'll feel pretty damn good to send it and block those idiots later so I have the last word.
The only reason I'm making this thread is because I still have a conscience that's trying to find any reason not to. I've talked to family and other friends, and of course they want me to take the high road, but I'm fed-up with their reasons like, "it's better to keep your integrity" or "you're better than that" or "think of the repercussions" (what repercussions by the way? I'll never see them again, and there are no mentions of bodily harm or blackmail). They're not me, and they don't feel the anger I do right now. I've been angry for days on end (5 at this point), and I feel the only way to get rid of it is to finally let it loose and let those jerks know how I feel, only to be cut short so that they can't respond. If I can find one actual not BS reason to not send this letter, then post it below.
The only reason I'm making this thread is because I still have a conscience that's trying to find any reason not to. I've talked to family and other friends, and of course they want me to take the high road, but I'm fed-up with their reasons like, "it's better to keep your integrity" or "you're better than that" or "think of the repercussions" (what repercussions by the way? I'll never see them again, and there are no mentions of bodily harm or blackmail). They're not me, and they don't feel the anger I do right now. I've been angry for days on end (5 at this point), and I feel the only way to get rid of it is to finally let it loose and let those jerks know how I feel, only to be cut short so that they can't respond. If I can find one actual not BS reason to not send this letter, then post it below.