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Chapter Still Don't Know, And Still Won't Bother To Find Out: The Only Medicine (Scary Kids Scaring Kids)
Gerard suddenly burst with anger. His rage was fueled by thoughts of Rikku and Sy together. He tore up the letter and flipped over the desk. He kicked it over and knocked around the remains. Wood shattered everywhere. He had destroyed the remains. He still was not satisfied. Anger burned inside of him. He destroyed the drawer with pictures of Rikku and him together. All the memories flashed through his mind. Seeing Rikku and Sy together. Together happily. It hurt him in a way that even death wouldn't numb.
I wash it down, just to block out all the sound.
I never thought I'd be alone. Well look at me now.
He punched out the windows. Glass cutting his knuckles, blood dripped down to the floor. He had started to attack the bed. Turning over what was left of the furniture, he had pulled some of the sharper pieces of the remains and ran them through the bed. The springs had pierced the skin of his wrists, but even still he continued.
Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes.
Who the hell was I kidding?
The room starts to spin,
all alone and bleeding once again.
Can you help me make this..
make this fuc
king end?
He opened the closet and pulled out everything. He found his sword. He hadn't pulled it out in quite some time. His bloody fingers pulled the sheath from the sword and the only light shining in the room gleamed upon the sword. He took the sheath, covered the sword, and had strapped it to his back. He pulled out another sword. It was a gift from Asuka. A gunblade, or at least that's what she called it. The massive firepower was activated with the trigger and in combination with a swing of the sword, it was able to deal massive damage. He strapped it to his back as well.
Oh my god there must be something,
Something to take the pain away.
And so there's nothing you can give me.
It's probably better off that way.
He ran out of the tattered room with a smirk. He walked slowly towards the door. As he opened it, moonlight shone through. He stepped out, wind blowing a mighty gust towards him. He walked against the wind, covering his mouth as he coughed with his jacket. He walked past the other cottages, seeing the light coming out of Yuna and Asuka's cottage. He walked towards the cottage in anger. Every step closer made Gerard grow angrier towards them. They interfered with him and Rikku, and Asuka gave away the secret.
Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget.
Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky.
Who the hell are we kidding?
You look so content, I guess the bright side hasn't found me yet.
Pull me out so I can catch my breath.
Gerard stopped. He heard Asuka crying and Yuna trying to comfort her. Everything seemed to slow down, and even Gerard had calmed down. It was his own fault. He fell into temptation. Those words ran through his head.
My fault... Gerard thought. Tears fell down his cheek. And to imagine he was going to do something horrible. He reflected, and upon further thought he was reminded what to do.
Sora would know, Gerard thought. He took a deep breath and walked towards Sora's cottage.
-End Chapter-