Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of it's characters, or the song it belongs to Lorrie Morgan. And forgot to put down that this is rated T for Teen, like all my other fanfics.
If I cry
She stared at the young man across from her, frowning she shook her head as he screamed, "Namine! What is it with you?!" Cold fire quickly snapped into her normally bright, clear sapphire blue eyes. "Why do you care Roxas?!" She snapped, turning around she began to walk away. "Namine! Get back here now!" Roxas commanded, not obeying him she picked up her pace storming to her car. Looking down at the cd, she frowned placing it in she listened to the song.
Shaking her head causing some of her blond locks to fall into her face, pushing it away she turned it to her favorite song. "How can I help you..." She whispered. Looking at the door she turned her gaze to the road, driving away she listened to the opening of the song but stopped. "What?!" She cried into the night, getting out of the car she dashed down the road. She heard the lyrics still on the wind, frowning she prayed that he was okay.
There only tears reach up and touch one
They come from the way you touch me
Tears rise like a tide to the moon
When the heart of a woman, is open to you.
Tears came to her eyes looking at him, she tried to hold them back but failed. "R...Roxas." She choked through her tears, staring at him she heard someone call out, "What's the matter?! Who's there?!" A weak smile came to her lips, it was Kairi a childhood friend of hers. "Kairi! Call someone, anyone, Roxas' hurt!" She remembered what her mom said about life, shaking her head she whispered gently, "How can I help you to say goodbye? It's okay to hurt, it's okay to cry."
She watched as Kairi came out into the streets, she frowned at the red-headed young woman. "I called 911, what happened to Roxas?" Kairi asked softly, the blond frowned knowing that it was all her fault. "A car crash, I was stupid! I left the house, but I couldn't take Roxas yelling at me anymore." She timidly replied, she knew that Kairi was staring at her. "I'm okay," she lied.
She wasn't fine she was far from it, staring at Roxas she felt her heart tearing in two. "If...if only I was here, then I could've protected you." She whispered, looking around as she heard the sound of Sora's and Riku's voices. "Sora! Riku! Guys, where are you?!" She called into the night sky, staring at Roxas she watched as a single tear hit his cheek. "I can't, I need you by my side." She whispered. She helped the meds after they got there, reaching the hospital she glanced around those sapphire blue hue pools filled with fear.
"Will he be okay?" She asked, the doctor frowned at the young lady. "I don't know," he replied. Shaking her head causing more of those snow-white blond locks to fall into her face. She watched Roxas fighting the urge to scream, feeling someone place their hand on her shoulder. She met ocean blue tinted icy-green pools, faking a smile she stared at the silver-haired young man that was only one year older then her. "Riku, what should I do..." She broke off.
If I cry, it only means that I want you closer,
Don’t be afraid follow me wherever I go,
Stay with me, even if it feels like I'm breaking,
‘Cause I can only give you everything if I cry.
She was twenty-one while Riku was of course twenty-two, staring at Roxas she frowned. Looking at the ring, she murmured softly, "Roxas, I love you. I can only give you everything, if I cry." She listened to the lyrics play over and over again in her mind. "I'm sorry, I know you can't hear me." She whispered gently. Remembering something he had asked a few months before this, she stared out at the snow that was on the ground.
Flashback
A course of giggles and laughter filled the air, staring at him the young blond smiled. "Roxas, I...can't...take...it...when...you...do..that!" She choked as the blond spiky-haired young man tickled her, she stared up at him as he stopped tickling her. "Why's that Namine?" He asked, confusion in his eyes she smiled at him. "Easy, I really don't like it when you take me by surprise that way." She stared up at the bright sky, smiling she began humming the tone to a song.
"Good as I was to you, is this the thanks I get? Are all the years we shared so easy to forget? Does this mean that you've won? Are you finally having fun? Is she your dream come true? She sure looks good, but she won't ever be...good as I was to you." She sang. Staring at Roxas to see the hurt look on his face, a look of concern came to her eyes. "Roxas, are you okay?" She asked, the autumn air tickling her face.
"Yeah, I'm fine...Namine, do you love me? I don't know about you, but I've loved you since we were fifteen." He whispered. Giggling softly she stared at him, nodding her head a thought came to her. "Do you ever think about the future?" She asked softly, she stared at Roxas as he thought about this question. "Why do you ask?" She smiled at the young man who she cared deeply for, getting closer to him she whispered, "It's just that...one day you may be here and then the next you're gone."
Ends Flashback
Looking at Roxas as he came around, she stood up and stormed out of the room. Stopping at the door as she heard Roxas requested politly, "Namine, come back...please." Spinning around on her heel she glared at Roxas, snarling darkly at him she spat, "I don't care! I don't care what you say or think! Leave me alone Roxas!"
She tossed the ring across the floor, shattering Roxas on the spot not even caring. Spinning on her heel again she tossed, "Got it? Leave me alone!" She walked out of the room, listening to the song that had just come on. Stopping when she was in her car, which was a midnight blue Taruas listening to the lyrics once more.
I need your hand touch me in the darkness
Tenderness alone can understand
That love knows more than I can say
Like a river of surrender it washed us away.
She drove away not wanting to stay there anymore, she stopped when she reached one of her favorite places. Listening as the song continued to play, feeling that someone was watching her, the blond glanced over her shoulder. "Don't scream," the person hissed. Fear gripping her heart it was the guy from eailier, getting out of the car she began to back away.
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Me: Hoped you liked the first chapter! Who's this guy that's with Namine? What'll happen to her? Will Roxas get there in time? Or will there be big trouble? You got to wait and find out!
Namine: Kari, if he hurts me I'll be hurting you!
Me: Meep! Bye, got to work on Roxas' chapter!
