**NOTE: Please don't flame, or give crap-ass advice. Either give advice, or go away. Simple as that.
Today, I was having a talk with my parents. I've missed a bit of school this year (about 9 days), and I missed the school bus. Taking the city bus, I arrived late (the bus driver was slow), and we began talking.
They told me that they had a secret meeting with my teacher, and that she had suggested, because I've apparently missed so much school, I should consider re-doing Grade 7. Naturally, this came as a shock, and a dent in my pride. But, APPARENTLY, my mom stuck up for me, saying "Give him a second chance."
Now, they are coming to me and seriously asking me about re-doing Grade 7. Of course, I objected, and then, they began talking about last year. Last year for me was bad; I don't like to talk about it, nor do I like people bringing it up.
Well, last year, I missed about 67.5 days of school, if memory serves correct. I just. . . skipped. I didn't feel like going, so I didn't. Which is what started me downhill, again, APPARENTLY.
Mixing that in with me becoming a teenager (mood swings added in), plus my brother picking on me every single day (hardcore; hitting, calling me a geek, stealing money from me, ect.), has lead me into extreme depression. I am seriously considering committing suicide, and, well, I don't really want to, but, I'm beginning to feel as though there is no alternative.
Now, before I begin seeing "LOL EMO RIET HUR" posted, I'm not an emo. I'm just extremely depressed right now, and I'm really, really hurt. I'm starting to spend more time in my room then I should; to escape everything.
The reason I posted this here, is because all the advice I'm given from people in real life isn't exactly that great. KHI generally seems helpful, so I'm hoping that someone can tell me something to help me.
Thanks, for reading this, and if you do, posting some help.
Today, I was having a talk with my parents. I've missed a bit of school this year (about 9 days), and I missed the school bus. Taking the city bus, I arrived late (the bus driver was slow), and we began talking.
They told me that they had a secret meeting with my teacher, and that she had suggested, because I've apparently missed so much school, I should consider re-doing Grade 7. Naturally, this came as a shock, and a dent in my pride. But, APPARENTLY, my mom stuck up for me, saying "Give him a second chance."
Now, they are coming to me and seriously asking me about re-doing Grade 7. Of course, I objected, and then, they began talking about last year. Last year for me was bad; I don't like to talk about it, nor do I like people bringing it up.
Well, last year, I missed about 67.5 days of school, if memory serves correct. I just. . . skipped. I didn't feel like going, so I didn't. Which is what started me downhill, again, APPARENTLY.
Mixing that in with me becoming a teenager (mood swings added in), plus my brother picking on me every single day (hardcore; hitting, calling me a geek, stealing money from me, ect.), has lead me into extreme depression. I am seriously considering committing suicide, and, well, I don't really want to, but, I'm beginning to feel as though there is no alternative.
Now, before I begin seeing "LOL EMO RIET HUR" posted, I'm not an emo. I'm just extremely depressed right now, and I'm really, really hurt. I'm starting to spend more time in my room then I should; to escape everything.
The reason I posted this here, is because all the advice I'm given from people in real life isn't exactly that great. KHI generally seems helpful, so I'm hoping that someone can tell me something to help me.
Thanks, for reading this, and if you do, posting some help.