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Oh crap. Where to begin? I mean everyone has those days where you just want to curl up and die under you covers. Yes this is me right now. I think the reason is pretty petty, but then again, I'm an emotionally fragile person anyway. I don't even really know the reason. Being alone I guess? I mean hell I guess I go through this like once a month. And it sucks. Just moping around.
But more specifically it's the fact that this girl I've been talking to for a while is sending me the pootiest signals ever. I mean one day she's all over me and the next she barely says anything and it's very emotionally jarring. Because I know, in spite of the warnings I give myself not to get it too deep because it's stupid, I always end up doing so.
So right now, here I am in bed on my laptop throwing a bitch fit because I can't be with anyone. And I'm not talking about being in a romantic relationship, but just having someone. I guess it's selfish of me, all I really want is someone to myself, someone who would always be there for me. But I can't find heads or tails of them. And I blame myself for it. I mean there must be something wrong with me right? Who the hell knows. I'm sorry if my thoughts are incoherent right now as I'm having a rough time at the moment try not to lash out at myself or my wall.
Thanks Help and Support.
But more specifically it's the fact that this girl I've been talking to for a while is sending me the pootiest signals ever. I mean one day she's all over me and the next she barely says anything and it's very emotionally jarring. Because I know, in spite of the warnings I give myself not to get it too deep because it's stupid, I always end up doing so.
So right now, here I am in bed on my laptop throwing a bitch fit because I can't be with anyone. And I'm not talking about being in a romantic relationship, but just having someone. I guess it's selfish of me, all I really want is someone to myself, someone who would always be there for me. But I can't find heads or tails of them. And I blame myself for it. I mean there must be something wrong with me right? Who the hell knows. I'm sorry if my thoughts are incoherent right now as I'm having a rough time at the moment try not to lash out at myself or my wall.
Thanks Help and Support.