Well it's simple. I'm not going into detail but my boyfriend broke up with me and wants to be friends.
Okay. Well I thought. I won't say anything about it,since I don't want him mad or anything but It hurts that he wasn't even sad. I blame myself really; I was sad all the time and caused this.
Just a friend of mine said something to me and these words kinda stuck.
He dated a girl for about 8 months then she dumped him. I asked if he was okay and he said;
After 8 months you get kinda attached
Well I realized after a long time you DO get attached v.v just When I talked to him I was..pretending to be happy. When I went to bed,I cried. So I came back on here hopeing to ask someone for advice before I break T_T
I know it's an Emo thing to do when thinking of Killing yourself but yeah that was the first thought I actually had. yeah I know its the lamest thing ever. I can't talk to my friends til monday so I'm alone.
When I tried to sleep I could feel a cold and empty feeling in my heart. So I couldn't sleep.
How can I keep the friendship with someone I still have Alot of feelings for him? And what should I do when I am alone thinking about him, crying my eyes out?
I can't go to anyone because my family had know idea to begin with and They see me as a cold person that keeps to herself. Me cying?,they'd think it was something silly.
So please, Advice?
It's not his fault..It's my own so if anyone yells at anyone or says someones wrong or whatever.
It's all my fault V.V
Okay. Well I thought. I won't say anything about it,since I don't want him mad or anything but It hurts that he wasn't even sad. I blame myself really; I was sad all the time and caused this.
Just a friend of mine said something to me and these words kinda stuck.
He dated a girl for about 8 months then she dumped him. I asked if he was okay and he said;
After 8 months you get kinda attached
Well I realized after a long time you DO get attached v.v just When I talked to him I was..pretending to be happy. When I went to bed,I cried. So I came back on here hopeing to ask someone for advice before I break T_T
I know it's an Emo thing to do when thinking of Killing yourself but yeah that was the first thought I actually had. yeah I know its the lamest thing ever. I can't talk to my friends til monday so I'm alone.
When I tried to sleep I could feel a cold and empty feeling in my heart. So I couldn't sleep.
How can I keep the friendship with someone I still have Alot of feelings for him? And what should I do when I am alone thinking about him, crying my eyes out?
I can't go to anyone because my family had know idea to begin with and They see me as a cold person that keeps to herself. Me cying?,they'd think it was something silly.
So please, Advice?
It's not his fault..It's my own so if anyone yells at anyone or says someones wrong or whatever.
It's all my fault V.V