this is gonna make me seem like a total cheater and a weirdo but i really need help!!!!! ok i liked this guy at the beginning of the year. but then the crush went away and he was my friend for a really long time. he finally got the courage to ask me out, and he's my first boyfriend. but now he WONT STOP TEXTING ME!!!!!!!!! its for stupid stuff too like, "wow im tired. lol." i got used to it though and stopped texting him back. but then me and my friends went to Knotts with my BF. me and my one friend that ive had a crush on all year got lost from them and wandered aimlessly around the park. we kinda confessed our love to each other and held hands on like three rides. i feel like a terrible cheater and i really want to break up with my BF!!!!!!!!!!!! should i or not? i like my friend better than my BF and id probly be alot happier with him. but i dont want to hurt my BF's feelings cuz then he'll hate me forever and i DID like him at one point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:cursing:
and the other problem's alot more embarassing to talk about but i have to because my one friend isnt helping me much. ive been like obsessed with my best friend. i mean really. at first i thought it was because she's my BFFAEAEAE, but then i started to think i might LIKE her. and then i started thinking other girls in my classes were pretty. i cant eat and i cant sleep and ive felt like cutting myself a few times. but dont freak out, im not a cutter. but the part that makes me most freaked out is my BFF came out and said she was bi. i wasnt able to focus for a week. i want to tell her that i might be too but then theres the other problem... i dont know how much anyone can help with that one but some advice on what to do would be nice.
and the other problem's alot more embarassing to talk about but i have to because my one friend isnt helping me much. ive been like obsessed with my best friend. i mean really. at first i thought it was because she's my BFFAEAEAE, but then i started to think i might LIKE her. and then i started thinking other girls in my classes were pretty. i cant eat and i cant sleep and ive felt like cutting myself a few times. but dont freak out, im not a cutter. but the part that makes me most freaked out is my BFF came out and said she was bi. i wasnt able to focus for a week. i want to tell her that i might be too but then theres the other problem... i dont know how much anyone can help with that one but some advice on what to do would be nice.