Recently, I've been really depressed. For the past week & a half I have been holding in tears. Though the reason for this depression isn't of the usual, it's not caused by the social, economic, or physical aspects that others find themselves suffering from. It's spiritual... I've always identified myself as an Athiest, I have always been fine with the "no afterlife, just oblivion," thing.
But just a week ago, I got this queezy feeling for no reason when I was watching a few Richard Dawkins videos. Soon I found myself being frightened by the whole aspect of my conscious disappearing. The thing is: I'm only fourteen, and I'm basically having a middle-life crisis- like ordeal. The only times I haven't freaked out was when: I was on funnyjunk, and when I found some article on Humanity becoming immortal by 2030.
I've also been researching for any evidence of an after-life. But everything I've found so far can only be explained with faith. Faith I do not have... Can somebody please just help me out. Anything that helps me will be highly appreciated....
But just a week ago, I got this queezy feeling for no reason when I was watching a few Richard Dawkins videos. Soon I found myself being frightened by the whole aspect of my conscious disappearing. The thing is: I'm only fourteen, and I'm basically having a middle-life crisis- like ordeal. The only times I haven't freaked out was when: I was on funnyjunk, and when I found some article on Humanity becoming immortal by 2030.
I've also been researching for any evidence of an after-life. But everything I've found so far can only be explained with faith. Faith I do not have... Can somebody please just help me out. Anything that helps me will be highly appreciated....