- Mar 8, 2009
- World That Never Was
Ive Helped Out 2 Friends With This Problem, All i Say is Dont Worry Yourself Over Things In The End You Have a Healthy Born Child No Matter What Age Your AtOkay, I'm pretty sure I didn't spell reproductive right, but right now I could care less.
Well I'll make this part very brief. A few weeks ago, me and my boyfriend went out, got drunk and had sex. Next thing you know, I'm pregnant, fancy that. I only just found out yesterday by a doctor and ever since then I have been freaking out because of the smallest things. Maybe because of the mood swings that comes with being pregnant or because of my usual self worring about tiny things.
First off, I finally told my Mum last night, and seriously, she's been cray ever since. Talking to herself, acting like it means nothing that I'm going to be a 15 year old mum. I mean, after she came out of her room (after I had told her she went in there for awhile) the first thing she says to me is congradulations. And although she spends barely anytime at home and as a normal teenager, could care less about her, I'm really worried.
Second, I'm pretty sure I want to keep the baby, regardless of how young I am. I practically walked into this, and this is my punishment. But I'm not sure if my boyfriend (the father) knows that I want to keep it yet, and I don't want to do anything to loose him. He has already stood by me this far, and even after I told him it was okay to leave, he didn't.
I am against abortion (I think it's the worst thing in the world) and the idea of giving up my child to somebody terrifies me.
I'm not really worried about my eduation, Mum and I had already decided before all this that I could be home schooled.
Thirdly, I'm worring about the stupidest(sp?) things. Like what am I going to name it, what if it has some terrible desease and all these other crazy questions that I shouldn't even be worring about right now.
Honestly, I don't expect anyone to reply to this thread. I just needed to vent.
I Wish You The Best! :wink: