Ok, first of all, im bi and if you dont like it then dont post, i'm not in the mood for "abominations" and "eternal damnations" today.
Ok, so I ended up dating my best friend off and on for the past year, everything was perfect til he started doing cocaine and possibly meth, and blamed me for that and "turning him" gay, eventally the relationship got what i guess you could say was abusive, so I broke it off. Then he takes me back and apologizes then it happens all over again, so again, i ended it, and to this day he still wants to be with me, but i'll get back to that in a sec.
So my brother introduced me to this girl, and we really hit it off, we have the same taste in music, style, everything. And shes ok with the fact im bi. So, were kind of dating....I think. but then my ex gets kicked out of his house and my mom (im closeted, none of my family and only a few friends know) decides to take him in and now he lives with me -___-. So, now he's always here trying to prove "hes changed" and "he loves me" and all this other bullshit....and its so hard to resist....needlessto say...we often do things that only people in a relationship should do.......idk what to do anymore.
I want to be with this girl, she means so much to me and were so much alike... but I still have feelings about my friend, he's the person iv'e always wanted....ever since I realized I was bi, and i know eventually shes going to find out and everything is going to be a big huge mess...i just dont know what to do...
Ok, so I ended up dating my best friend off and on for the past year, everything was perfect til he started doing cocaine and possibly meth, and blamed me for that and "turning him" gay, eventally the relationship got what i guess you could say was abusive, so I broke it off. Then he takes me back and apologizes then it happens all over again, so again, i ended it, and to this day he still wants to be with me, but i'll get back to that in a sec.
So my brother introduced me to this girl, and we really hit it off, we have the same taste in music, style, everything. And shes ok with the fact im bi. So, were kind of dating....I think. but then my ex gets kicked out of his house and my mom (im closeted, none of my family and only a few friends know) decides to take him in and now he lives with me -___-. So, now he's always here trying to prove "hes changed" and "he loves me" and all this other bullshit....and its so hard to resist....needlessto say...we often do things that only people in a relationship should do.......idk what to do anymore.
I want to be with this girl, she means so much to me and were so much alike... but I still have feelings about my friend, he's the person iv'e always wanted....ever since I realized I was bi, and i know eventually shes going to find out and everything is going to be a big huge mess...i just dont know what to do...