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Ok, you all might think I'm wierd after I tell you about this problem, but that's ok cuz I dont really know you people anyway.
Every now and then, I tend to get into really wierd moods. I'm in one right now. Usually, I'm a normal 20 year old girl, I like playin video games, watchin movies, talkin to friends, etc.
However, from time to time, usually about 3 or 4 times a week, I'll get into a really wierd mood. I start getting urges to scratch. Not scratch anything in particular. I might end up just sitting there scratching my leg or scratching a chair. I also tend to bite a bit when I'm in this mood. I dont bite other people, but I bite my fingers, my hands, my headphone wires, just anything around me that looks like it could easily fit in my mouth and it would be nice and chewy.
I dont mind it too much, until I start feeling uncomfortable. I start feeling cramped. Almost like everything around me is just there to control me and keep me tamed and docile. I feel tied down. All I can think about is how much I wanna be free, and how much I wanna quit being tied down.
For some reason, I tend to get really thirsty when I'm like this too. Usually for milk, but sometimes other drinks will work too. Sometimes I end up wasting entire gallons of milk during these moods. Just grabbing glass after glass after glass and guzzling them down. I've actually started buying whole gallons of milk for myself and telling nobody else in the loft to drink them, so that I dont waste milk for the whole loft.
I dont wanna sound gross or anything, but occasionally, I get a little horny during these moods. Not all the time, only sometimes. It sounds like that'd just be a coincidence, but I dont think so, considering that I dont get horny by hearing or seeing anything that turns me on. It just sorta happens, out of nowhere.(please please dont think i'm perverted for mentioning that. it's part of my issue, so i just wanted to get it out there as decently as possible. i'm not horny right now, so dont think that i'm lookin for a guy or anything like that.)
I dont know what kind of issue I'm going through, but I feel like I'm going crazy. I dont know if maybe anybody else has ever experienced any moods like this, or known somebody else who has. I just wanna know if anybody else has these kinds of moods, and if there's anyway to feel more comfortable during them.
Every now and then, I tend to get into really wierd moods. I'm in one right now. Usually, I'm a normal 20 year old girl, I like playin video games, watchin movies, talkin to friends, etc.
However, from time to time, usually about 3 or 4 times a week, I'll get into a really wierd mood. I start getting urges to scratch. Not scratch anything in particular. I might end up just sitting there scratching my leg or scratching a chair. I also tend to bite a bit when I'm in this mood. I dont bite other people, but I bite my fingers, my hands, my headphone wires, just anything around me that looks like it could easily fit in my mouth and it would be nice and chewy.
I dont mind it too much, until I start feeling uncomfortable. I start feeling cramped. Almost like everything around me is just there to control me and keep me tamed and docile. I feel tied down. All I can think about is how much I wanna be free, and how much I wanna quit being tied down.
For some reason, I tend to get really thirsty when I'm like this too. Usually for milk, but sometimes other drinks will work too. Sometimes I end up wasting entire gallons of milk during these moods. Just grabbing glass after glass after glass and guzzling them down. I've actually started buying whole gallons of milk for myself and telling nobody else in the loft to drink them, so that I dont waste milk for the whole loft.
I dont wanna sound gross or anything, but occasionally, I get a little horny during these moods. Not all the time, only sometimes. It sounds like that'd just be a coincidence, but I dont think so, considering that I dont get horny by hearing or seeing anything that turns me on. It just sorta happens, out of nowhere.(please please dont think i'm perverted for mentioning that. it's part of my issue, so i just wanted to get it out there as decently as possible. i'm not horny right now, so dont think that i'm lookin for a guy or anything like that.)
I dont know what kind of issue I'm going through, but I feel like I'm going crazy. I dont know if maybe anybody else has ever experienced any moods like this, or known somebody else who has. I just wanna know if anybody else has these kinds of moods, and if there's anyway to feel more comfortable during them.
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