So since the late of last year, I have converted to Atheism. It has been in secret, since my family is Christian. They believe God is the only way. They are somewhat narrow-minded. I asked my mom jokingly one day what she would say if I said I was Agnostic. She said I would be kicked out.
Lately, I've been talking about religion more often. Religion is very interesting to me, even though I don't believe in it. I've let it slip from time to time that I'm atheist. I kind of want them to know, but I'm so scared of the aftermath of telling them.
I don't know what to do. I love my family (at times) & it's like I'm hiding half of myself from them. That kills me inside. What should I do ?
I remember you professing to be a Christian when you first joined.
Guess you weren't.
I suggest either not letting your family know, or telling them and risking their reaction. Your choice.
Your parents SHOULDN'T mistreat you, regardless of your belief, and still love and pray for you anyway. They will probably freak out though, considering the last thing a Christian parent wants to know is that they're child doesn't believe in God.
Make sure you can support yourself and have somewhere to live, if you think your parents will kick you out, before you tell them, though.
I've always been on the fence about God. When I got into the 9th grade, I met two guys. One who was atheist, and another who was agnostic. We talked about religion a lot and one day I told them that they had me convinced. There was no God. And ever since then I've been atheist.
If high school boys convinced you there wasn't a God, then you never truly had a peace about believing God in the first place.
People shouldn't "convince" you into believing in God.
People shouldn't "convince" you into NOT believing in God.
God isn't a conditional statement that is true/or not true depending on who you're arguing with and has the stamina to argue back. The fact of God being true or not could be argued for AGES and see no rest.
It's always sorry to see people who lose their belief in their religion simply because they realize life is tough sht.
If He's real, he's an invisible deity. Oblivious high school boys can't prove to you that he doesn't exist.
Most importantly be sure to tell them that they can think what they want, but that they will not change what YOU think.
At this point I wouldn't make a drastic statement such as that.
Obviously two random high school boys convinced her out of her religion, who knows if other people could convince her into/out of others.