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the basic premise is: i love my best friend, but she's already got a boyfriend
now to explain....
this year i'm going to be a senior so thats going to be a full three years i've known my best friend. i don't she would consider me as her best friend but as one of her best friends. we've been friends ever since the start of 9th grade and she has always been there for me through so many different things. she was even there for me during the breakup between me and who used to be both of our friends. that was such a crappy time and she stayed with me. i like to call her my sister cuz of how amazing she is.
but she's also funny. crazy. fun. she's not book smart, but she's not stupid by any means and has one of the kindest and caring hearts. she will hurt herself to keep other people from getting upset.
well anyways....
it was last summer. last spring i had broken up with the only girlfriend i had ever had. she had also been one of my best friends but i guess it took about a couple weeks to get over the whole situation and now i have nothing but hate for her. theres no need to explain that situiation. well as time goes on, this girl is the only person i really have to talk to. not that thats bad or anything. but time goes on, and i realize i like her. but i wasnt really sure. to top it off, on myspace surveys she kept hinting that she liked someone. of course, my mind always wondered if it was me she was thinking of.
i guess it was last august...she gets with her boyfriend (her first, and current). he's actually a guy that she had her eye on for a while but i only knew what she spoke of him b/c he doesn't go to our school. they've been together for almost a year and its killing me. not long after they got together, i realized that i really did like her.
and over the past year i've realized that i'm absolutely crazy about her. and theres nothing i can do about it, right?
obviously i cant change what has happened. i cant go back a year and tell her that i like her. but i cant help but get the feeling that maybe i should be honest with her. or maybe i'm just hoping that maybe things will go my way once.
is there anyone that has been in a similar situation that can give advice? what should i do? give up? open my mouth and take the risk? hope she's still my friend even if she rejects me? please help.
now to explain....
this year i'm going to be a senior so thats going to be a full three years i've known my best friend. i don't she would consider me as her best friend but as one of her best friends. we've been friends ever since the start of 9th grade and she has always been there for me through so many different things. she was even there for me during the breakup between me and who used to be both of our friends. that was such a crappy time and she stayed with me. i like to call her my sister cuz of how amazing she is.
but she's also funny. crazy. fun. she's not book smart, but she's not stupid by any means and has one of the kindest and caring hearts. she will hurt herself to keep other people from getting upset.
well anyways....
it was last summer. last spring i had broken up with the only girlfriend i had ever had. she had also been one of my best friends but i guess it took about a couple weeks to get over the whole situation and now i have nothing but hate for her. theres no need to explain that situiation. well as time goes on, this girl is the only person i really have to talk to. not that thats bad or anything. but time goes on, and i realize i like her. but i wasnt really sure. to top it off, on myspace surveys she kept hinting that she liked someone. of course, my mind always wondered if it was me she was thinking of.
i guess it was last august...she gets with her boyfriend (her first, and current). he's actually a guy that she had her eye on for a while but i only knew what she spoke of him b/c he doesn't go to our school. they've been together for almost a year and its killing me. not long after they got together, i realized that i really did like her.
and over the past year i've realized that i'm absolutely crazy about her. and theres nothing i can do about it, right?
obviously i cant change what has happened. i cant go back a year and tell her that i like her. but i cant help but get the feeling that maybe i should be honest with her. or maybe i'm just hoping that maybe things will go my way once.
is there anyone that has been in a similar situation that can give advice? what should i do? give up? open my mouth and take the risk? hope she's still my friend even if she rejects me? please help.
. and in my opinion at least, i think we're pretty close as far as friends go even though we dont get to spend that much time together besides at school.