Um, thanks guys. I appreciate it. ^_^
Other than having problems, I'm unusually happy all the time. That's the only issue I have, and I know I'll have more, just because that's life for ya. I just wish they could understand better. I mean, it's in my nature to be quite, alone, and quite frankly, I entertain myself when I'm alone. I find happiness like this, also with several friends. I tend to stay alone and do things by myself. Some people wonder why, but I just get lost thinking about whatever. I'm not the emo one, or anything, it's just calming by myself. And the music thing, I have an interest for it, it helps me think. I try explaining to them, but it's hard, I find myself stuttering and incapable of talking. I hate crying, too. Personally, I think my life is worthless, but I'm just living because I'm not dying. I don't feel bad for myself. Like I said before, it doesn't bug me that I think I'm unneeded. It doesn't stop me from being happy. I may not matter, but I live my life with happiness and I don't complain over how I can't do anything. Or my life doesn't matter, I just let it be..
Reika, they teach 7th Grade Level here, just like any other grade where I live, so it's not like I'm learning anymore than someone else.
