Well, basically for 15 years I've accepted God into my life, believed in him, knew him, spoke to him, praised him, and loved him. But for about 3 or 4 months now, I have stopped believing in that God. To me, he is "your God" now. My reasons are because how could "God" have been created? I ask everyone, I get the same asnwer: "He's God, he just created himself". That can't be it, no, I don't and won't believe that. No one can just "create themself". I believe the bible was just made up by someone to trick the world of the future to think there is a might person above us all, the person who sacrificed himself. God.
Tonight, I'm just having trouble couping with this. I'm having doubts, I'm starting to think there is a God again. 10 minutes ago I stood in the middle of my den (computer room), dark and just held my arm to the sky and said "If your there, listening to me, take my hand and take me." I waited 5 minutes, and then said "I'll never put my hand down to you, God". That may sound funny but I'm trying to figure out if there is a God. I've tried numerious things like saying "Ok, if your real God, then let my hand go through this desk" and tried it, Nothing. I said give me a sign, talk to me. Nothing.
I don't know, I'm scared. I don't want to think there is a God, Heaven and Hell. But I'm scared I'll go to hell. I'm not sure what to do. If I could get an honost to truth answer, how did God become God, how did God be born, how did he become God. I just want a sign from you God. Please.
I need someones help, I need to know. To believe, or to not.
Tonight, I'm just having trouble couping with this. I'm having doubts, I'm starting to think there is a God again. 10 minutes ago I stood in the middle of my den (computer room), dark and just held my arm to the sky and said "If your there, listening to me, take my hand and take me." I waited 5 minutes, and then said "I'll never put my hand down to you, God". That may sound funny but I'm trying to figure out if there is a God. I've tried numerious things like saying "Ok, if your real God, then let my hand go through this desk" and tried it, Nothing. I said give me a sign, talk to me. Nothing.
I don't know, I'm scared. I don't want to think there is a God, Heaven and Hell. But I'm scared I'll go to hell. I'm not sure what to do. If I could get an honost to truth answer, how did God become God, how did God be born, how did he become God. I just want a sign from you God. Please.
I need someones help, I need to know. To believe, or to not.