Well, this all started back in September of 07.
My school had this fire drill. We were evacuated to the football field. I sit down in one of the bleachers, when a friend(hereby known as "Annoying Friend 'A') brings all of her friends and sits down next to me. I ask if anyone has a cell phone when one of Annoying Friend 'A's DROP DEAD GORGEOUS friends(the reason I need closure) says she has a cell phone and lets me call my mother to inform her of the situation.
Fast forward to Homecoming. I ask her for a slow dance, and with an encouragin nudge from a third party, we do. I got the feeling that she didn't really feel all that comfortable around me, though.
Skip to the week before Halloween. I decide to follow-up and send her a Candy Gram for Halloween. I mustered up the cheesiest, most romantic thing I could come up with:
Skip again to Halloween. I was in tech crew for the school play, so I report to the auditorium, and say hi to one of my friends, who gives me a shocked look of pity when she sees me. I ask what's wrong, and she ends up telling me. My crush's teacher took the Candy Gram and read it out loud to her entire block 1 class. She was so embarrassed. I felt furious that this man had invaded our privacy like that.
Next day, I truly experience the repercussions of these actions. I'm kindly informed that the girl I liked now hated me, and I hated her first block teacher for ruining my chance with her.
Now, I keep saying I'm over her, but I still feel like I need closure. Or just someone to make sense of all this.
My school had this fire drill. We were evacuated to the football field. I sit down in one of the bleachers, when a friend(hereby known as "Annoying Friend 'A') brings all of her friends and sits down next to me. I ask if anyone has a cell phone when one of Annoying Friend 'A's DROP DEAD GORGEOUS friends(the reason I need closure) says she has a cell phone and lets me call my mother to inform her of the situation.
Fast forward to Homecoming. I ask her for a slow dance, and with an encouragin nudge from a third party, we do. I got the feeling that she didn't really feel all that comfortable around me, though.
Skip to the week before Halloween. I decide to follow-up and send her a Candy Gram for Halloween. I mustered up the cheesiest, most romantic thing I could come up with:
Skip again to Halloween. I was in tech crew for the school play, so I report to the auditorium, and say hi to one of my friends, who gives me a shocked look of pity when she sees me. I ask what's wrong, and she ends up telling me. My crush's teacher took the Candy Gram and read it out loud to her entire block 1 class. She was so embarrassed. I felt furious that this man had invaded our privacy like that.
Next day, I truly experience the repercussions of these actions. I'm kindly informed that the girl I liked now hated me, and I hated her first block teacher for ruining my chance with her.
Now, I keep saying I'm over her, but I still feel like I need closure. Or just someone to make sense of all this.
