So... Last Monday I went into school, and I had been cutting that morning. So when the teacher saw the cuts she grabbed me into the clinicians room (im in an ED program) and ask me what they were from. I replied honestly, and before I knew it, campus supervisors were being called to watch me, the schools psycologist was being called to interview me, and i'm stuck in a room for hours, not allowed to write or draw because they're afraid i'll stab myself.
When the psycologist is done interviewing me she tells my teacher she needs to call mental health services because "I'm out of her hands". So I'm stuck in a room for another hour or so. Then she comes, talks to me, and decides i need to see a professional therapist, or i need to be 'put away', because she diagnosed me with severe depression.
So now I'm stuck because what's going on that makes 'severely depressed', I don't want to talk about at all because 1) It's my problem, and, 2) I only want to talk about what happened to the people who were there for me and with me when it happened. So what do I do when I go into therapy? Not talk at all?
When the psycologist is done interviewing me she tells my teacher she needs to call mental health services because "I'm out of her hands". So I'm stuck in a room for another hour or so. Then she comes, talks to me, and decides i need to see a professional therapist, or i need to be 'put away', because she diagnosed me with severe depression.
So now I'm stuck because what's going on that makes 'severely depressed', I don't want to talk about at all because 1) It's my problem, and, 2) I only want to talk about what happened to the people who were there for me and with me when it happened. So what do I do when I go into therapy? Not talk at all?
