Just.....why. My life is already bad enough, yet it keeps finding new fun ways to make me even more miserable. Basically what's happened lately is: 1. My mother cut my curtains saying it's always too dark in my bedroom and now I CAN'T SLEEP! 2. Didn't go to school merit trip to Cedar Point (theme park) so I had to break a promise with my best friend Jaz and she didn't go because I wasn't (and this was going to be the first time she would go to Cedar Point). 3. MY BROTHER IS SO FU**ING INSECURE!!! 4. One friend said to me today that I'll never get a boyfriend. 5. I'm scared my crush likes another girl (or two). 6. When I was going to finally tell my crush I had feelings for him, he went to go sit next to another girl. 7. When my friend was signing my school yearbook, two girls came up and asked if they could sign it. I told them, "Sure!". After my friend was done, the two girls whispered to eachother and snapped at us saying, "Forget it, let's go." And they walked away. My life is cruel to me.