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The last five or six months or so of my life have been incredibly confusing. Not hard, confusing. I'm looking for some guidance possibly from people who have been in a similar situation. At the beginning of the summer, I made the mistake of proposing to my 16 year old girlfriend XD She inevitably was revealed to be an incredible liar and I feel stupid for it. We had an on/off thing for a while, and her being my first girlfriend, it's been awful. During that time, my mom decided to divorce my father and take as much as she could with him. I've decided to stop talking to her, something I don't how to feel about. She's my mom, but leaving her family behind is in no way excusable. My dad has been on edge, and my brothers as well, resulting in a very hostile home environment. I got kicked out yesterday, in the heat of an argument, and as shitty as it is to do, I went to my best friends and I'm staying with them for a while. I don't really feel like I can trust people. They walk in and out, and it's weird to care for someone. The conflict is I know that there are trustworthy people out there, but I won't let myself see that in anyone. Sometimes I feel like I come on too strong, or too friendly, over eager to make someone else happy. Setting myself up for a let down.
My questions are, am I wrong for not wanting to talk to my mom? Should I hold it against my dad that he kicked me out over such petty reasons?
I don't normally make h/d threads, i apologize in advance haha
My questions are, am I wrong for not wanting to talk to my mom? Should I hold it against my dad that he kicked me out over such petty reasons?
I don't normally make h/d threads, i apologize in advance haha