Get laid, this always helps. <3
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yeah. those usually help me feel better.
But, the culture thing could get in the way. It would help to know the general area that you live in.
OMG what's with the stereotyping? Emo! *coughcough*Sorry, well try to get out and do something wether its riding a bike or something you really like but DON'T kill yourself over something so little not worth it! Anyway I'm pretty sure alot of people help you already, so yeah..,
You have a life and yet you don't do anything about. Get a job, go outside and experience the real world. Get a hobby, do you like books, go read, do you like anime, go watch, do something. You really need to look at yourself in the mirror and ask "wtf am i doing?". You know got a problem yet you dont do crap about it. Get you ass up and get a freaking like.
In the end you lose by default.
Wow, you live in north carolina or something?
where everything is secluded
I can see how your friends living far away, and having no transportation prevents you from hanging out..
my best advice is find new friends aroud your neighborhood
or get a job where theres already people your age working there so you can become friends with your co workers. And who knows, you might even find a lady! lol
I know it's easier said then done
But getting paid and hanging out with friends while working is a win win.