So, I've grown up a lot since 2013. Thats almost 4 years, I just thought it'd be nice to start again from my roots.
01. “the most powerful weapon on the
earth is the human soul underwaterâ€
I can’t exactly call what I have perfect but in my eyes; from what I’ve seen. I want to protect this world of ours. Sometimes we spend so much time in our heads wanting to venture out to these extravagant locations of the world. We often overlook the big picture with what we have right in front of our eyes. We need to just well, wake up and you might find that what you have now is already other worldly.
That is more than quite all right.
That in a nut shell are a thought or thoughts that had always crossed my mind. Normally I’m just a sheep dog, happy go lucky, but if anybody attacks the herd I’m ready to protect with my life. Although, whenever I’m inside this behemoth. This 2nd part of myself that allows me to see the big picture from great heights. Have you ever heard the phrase “stuck in your own head� Well this brings a whole new meaning. Actually, I think this Is the perfect time to get some fresh air for this ghost in the shell.
In an instant with just only a thought the hatch had opened with bright lights piercing in the darkness of my cabin. A roar of a low pitched electronic hymn echoed out creating its own breeze for the flowers to follow suit. After a few seconds my eyes readjusted to see myself gazing out to a field with lavender flowers blooming acres upon acres. The soft colors of the fauna were a sight for sore eyes. Tall grass accompanying it dancing to one side of mother nature’s whistle already letting you know you’ll feel her satin arms on these gusty breeze summer days. As such a marvelous dream like this can only be real if you take the time to admire.
Shepherds don’t really give themselves a chance to appreciate our back yard as we are always on assignment. Understandably once we’re dispatched, we launch off at speeds that shatters mach-1. By the time you look down you could only get a glimpse of the soft violet petals drafting you by the sheer acceleration.
A very jingle-jangle-like ping alerted from my Seraph. Sighing, wishing I had some more time to my beloved sight, I raised my right eyebrow and accepted the call answering with an uneasy “Yes?†Her voice, goodness her voice. There was something so familiar about it that makes you want to open your heart to anything, but then It’ll allow the pain in as well with the warmth. It is love that sincerely hurts you at the purest point.
“I know with what happened with Gail, but please get back in to base..â€
There was just something about hearing her or Gail’s voice that just makes drives my soul to go distant. Perhaps it is kind of like if you could live your life one way, and that there was something so special that helped you become who you are today just disappeared out of thin air. I haven’t heard either of their voices in so long, that when I heard hers it felt if there was that one song that was just nostalgia in your ears.
I’m a sucker for little things like that.
“Time to go White.†I said with acceptance after I took another good look of the field, feeling the cool breeze going in to the cabin and back out. The same mechanical roar emerged as air pressure begins to regulate back in my Seraph, the hatch closing with bunches of reinforced metal overlapping each other as I’m consumed in nothing but black. In the next few seconds holographic screens appeared around me show casing the status conditions of White, and right in the middle was a big wide shot of the field and the rest of the world.
“You took a liking too didn’t you?â€
In the next few moments gazing at the vivid screen, I propelled myself back in to base.
It’s time to head home
to her.
“Noel. Noel! It’s Gail..She’s in critical condition …â€
If there had to be ever a time for time to actually stop. This wasn’t it. Back then, I felt so hopeless I couldn’t do a single thing. It terrified me, The arm’s and peace conflict is killing everyone, and everything.
Most importantly it almost killed her.
“N…Noel?â€
Her voice, just her voice.
I’ve been waiting for a while.
“Gail…, How are you sunshine?†I said with sincerity so soft it could put a ravaged lion lulled to sleep.
She’s been sleeping, and this is the first time I’ve seen her awake.
“I’m doing a lot better now you goof, I woke up earlier but I got some more sleep.â€
I sat up from the chair, with a single tulip in my hand gently striding my way towards beside her bed barely holding back the tears in my eyes. My whole body was shaking, and I couldn’t keep my feet still.
“T-that’s great, you had a lot of us worried Sunshine.â€
She smiled softly with those thin pink lips of hers softly tilting her head as she sees the flower in my hand. “Why’d you take one?â€
“Hmm?â€
“The tulip? You took one from the vase that’s beside the bed?â€
I looked over at the vase and smiled, softly gifting her the one in my hand.
“I’ve actually been visiting you every day and brought you a single piece of your favorite flower, and before I left, I’d leave it for you.â€
She blushed bright red, red as the tulip actually. She held the flower in one hand and held my hand with the other.
“That was so sweet of you..â€
I bit my lip softly and put my held down trying to hold the tears. I couldn’t help it. It was like a pressurized water container adding more water without any restraints.
“I..just..missed you so much..â€
Gail stood more up from her bed looking to my eyes, and wrapped her arms around and nuzzling her head in to my chest.
“I missed you too sweetie..â€
She looked up and we gazed in to each other’s eyes. There was a sudden spark in the room, if were life were telling me something, it’s sure taking it’s sweet time with what it is. Slowly our lips got closer and closer, inches to turned to centimeters. Every time I came to visit her, I really got closer to her. She’s a part of my life, and well. I think she’s the–
“Wait.â€
she said, with a big grin.
“Where did you get these flowers?â€
Ruh Roh. I think she caught me.
“…somewhere.†I answered quite awkwardly.
“Oh really? Because I overheard one of the nurses complain about a green eyed boy pulling flowers from the garden.â€
Her grin got a lot bigger, while my eyes tried their best to avoid contact.
She was just to pretty.
Our lips got closer once again and we kissed, our lips smiling against each other as our hands intertwined, feeling our heart beats go in sync.
We were genuinely happy for the first time in a long time.
Now these were the moments when you wanted time to stop.
01. “the most powerful weapon on the
earth is the human soul underwaterâ€
I can’t exactly call what I have perfect but in my eyes; from what I’ve seen. I want to protect this world of ours. Sometimes we spend so much time in our heads wanting to venture out to these extravagant locations of the world. We often overlook the big picture with what we have right in front of our eyes. We need to just well, wake up and you might find that what you have now is already other worldly.
That is more than quite all right.
That in a nut shell are a thought or thoughts that had always crossed my mind. Normally I’m just a sheep dog, happy go lucky, but if anybody attacks the herd I’m ready to protect with my life. Although, whenever I’m inside this behemoth. This 2nd part of myself that allows me to see the big picture from great heights. Have you ever heard the phrase “stuck in your own head� Well this brings a whole new meaning. Actually, I think this Is the perfect time to get some fresh air for this ghost in the shell.
In an instant with just only a thought the hatch had opened with bright lights piercing in the darkness of my cabin. A roar of a low pitched electronic hymn echoed out creating its own breeze for the flowers to follow suit. After a few seconds my eyes readjusted to see myself gazing out to a field with lavender flowers blooming acres upon acres. The soft colors of the fauna were a sight for sore eyes. Tall grass accompanying it dancing to one side of mother nature’s whistle already letting you know you’ll feel her satin arms on these gusty breeze summer days. As such a marvelous dream like this can only be real if you take the time to admire.
Shepherds don’t really give themselves a chance to appreciate our back yard as we are always on assignment. Understandably once we’re dispatched, we launch off at speeds that shatters mach-1. By the time you look down you could only get a glimpse of the soft violet petals drafting you by the sheer acceleration.
A very jingle-jangle-like ping alerted from my Seraph. Sighing, wishing I had some more time to my beloved sight, I raised my right eyebrow and accepted the call answering with an uneasy “Yes?†Her voice, goodness her voice. There was something so familiar about it that makes you want to open your heart to anything, but then It’ll allow the pain in as well with the warmth. It is love that sincerely hurts you at the purest point.
“I know with what happened with Gail, but please get back in to base..â€
There was just something about hearing her or Gail’s voice that just makes drives my soul to go distant. Perhaps it is kind of like if you could live your life one way, and that there was something so special that helped you become who you are today just disappeared out of thin air. I haven’t heard either of their voices in so long, that when I heard hers it felt if there was that one song that was just nostalgia in your ears.
I’m a sucker for little things like that.
“Time to go White.†I said with acceptance after I took another good look of the field, feeling the cool breeze going in to the cabin and back out. The same mechanical roar emerged as air pressure begins to regulate back in my Seraph, the hatch closing with bunches of reinforced metal overlapping each other as I’m consumed in nothing but black. In the next few seconds holographic screens appeared around me show casing the status conditions of White, and right in the middle was a big wide shot of the field and the rest of the world.
“You took a liking too didn’t you?â€
In the next few moments gazing at the vivid screen, I propelled myself back in to base.
It’s time to head home
to her.
02. â€nothing is safer
than the sound
of you reading
out loud to meâ€
than the sound
of you reading
out loud to meâ€
“Noel. Noel! It’s Gail..She’s in critical condition …â€
If there had to be ever a time for time to actually stop. This wasn’t it. Back then, I felt so hopeless I couldn’t do a single thing. It terrified me, The arm’s and peace conflict is killing everyone, and everything.
Most importantly it almost killed her.
“N…Noel?â€
Her voice, just her voice.
I’ve been waiting for a while.
“Gail…, How are you sunshine?†I said with sincerity so soft it could put a ravaged lion lulled to sleep.
She’s been sleeping, and this is the first time I’ve seen her awake.
“I’m doing a lot better now you goof, I woke up earlier but I got some more sleep.â€
I sat up from the chair, with a single tulip in my hand gently striding my way towards beside her bed barely holding back the tears in my eyes. My whole body was shaking, and I couldn’t keep my feet still.
“T-that’s great, you had a lot of us worried Sunshine.â€
She smiled softly with those thin pink lips of hers softly tilting her head as she sees the flower in my hand. “Why’d you take one?â€
“Hmm?â€
“The tulip? You took one from the vase that’s beside the bed?â€
I looked over at the vase and smiled, softly gifting her the one in my hand.
“I’ve actually been visiting you every day and brought you a single piece of your favorite flower, and before I left, I’d leave it for you.â€
She blushed bright red, red as the tulip actually. She held the flower in one hand and held my hand with the other.
“That was so sweet of you..â€
I bit my lip softly and put my held down trying to hold the tears. I couldn’t help it. It was like a pressurized water container adding more water without any restraints.
“I..just..missed you so much..â€
Gail stood more up from her bed looking to my eyes, and wrapped her arms around and nuzzling her head in to my chest.
“I missed you too sweetie..â€
She looked up and we gazed in to each other’s eyes. There was a sudden spark in the room, if were life were telling me something, it’s sure taking it’s sweet time with what it is. Slowly our lips got closer and closer, inches to turned to centimeters. Every time I came to visit her, I really got closer to her. She’s a part of my life, and well. I think she’s the–
“Wait.â€
she said, with a big grin.
“Where did you get these flowers?â€
Ruh Roh. I think she caught me.
“…somewhere.†I answered quite awkwardly.
“Oh really? Because I overheard one of the nurses complain about a green eyed boy pulling flowers from the garden.â€
Her grin got a lot bigger, while my eyes tried their best to avoid contact.
She was just to pretty.
Our lips got closer once again and we kissed, our lips smiling against each other as our hands intertwined, feeling our heart beats go in sync.
We were genuinely happy for the first time in a long time.
Now these were the moments when you wanted time to stop.