In the heat of the moment I stand alone
Loved ones dead, passed away and gone
Felt the weight of world, messed up n wrong
I fought through a sea of what felt like endless tears
Suffered for what scaled up through countless tiers
Swam through it all before I let myself drown in fear
Sad day in these times when your race is under fire
Protect & serve just another lie thats mete my ire
Don't need this anger but it's a constant reminder
[#TurnUp]
Because oh! I think it sucks, I think the world that we live in is pretty fucked
Wish that I could say that things are just, but justice doesn't work and I've had enough
I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of fear, I'm tired of false hope and losing people dear
I'm only twenty-seven I'm pretty geared, to drop a harsh truth on your little ears
[Headphones out, Eyes Up~]
You know something that I can never justify?
When people talk about how their afraid to die
My pasts is full so many lows, woes, and whys
Took so long to finally see some highs
But I mean hey I think I understand, maybe you should suffer at the hands of man
that work so hard but can never withstand, the sins of their actions that were never planned
How many more will we kill? How many more bodies left to satiate this ordeal
We're dealing with devils and its pretty real, bombs ready with Koreans, "big deal?"
I mean seriously man what the fuck
finally get to a point in life where i'm unstuck
Flash report a mass shooting in nevada and it's revving my gears
Praying desperately for the safety of my friends and family near
Author's Notes: This normally isn't my thing, but I couldn't stop writing recently, and there has been a lot of controversial shit going on, both in the media as well as several lives both lost and many injured. Here even in my state we had kids in a town over get abducted, and more and more incidents like this are becoming common, and I refused to be desensitized to shit like that in particular. Theres a lot of my own experiences in, whatever it is I was trying to write independent of whatever structure or scheme in play here, but I needed some kind of platform to speak on it. I hope it's not a complete mess, because after reading it over it sure as hell felt like a mess, because it was twisted leaving my fingers lol.d
Loved ones dead, passed away and gone
Felt the weight of world, messed up n wrong
I fought through a sea of what felt like endless tears
Suffered for what scaled up through countless tiers
Swam through it all before I let myself drown in fear
Sad day in these times when your race is under fire
Protect & serve just another lie thats mete my ire
Don't need this anger but it's a constant reminder
[#TurnUp]
Because oh! I think it sucks, I think the world that we live in is pretty fucked
Wish that I could say that things are just, but justice doesn't work and I've had enough
I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of fear, I'm tired of false hope and losing people dear
I'm only twenty-seven I'm pretty geared, to drop a harsh truth on your little ears
[Headphones out, Eyes Up~]
You know something that I can never justify?
When people talk about how their afraid to die
My pasts is full so many lows, woes, and whys
Took so long to finally see some highs
But I mean hey I think I understand, maybe you should suffer at the hands of man
that work so hard but can never withstand, the sins of their actions that were never planned
How many more will we kill? How many more bodies left to satiate this ordeal
We're dealing with devils and its pretty real, bombs ready with Koreans, "big deal?"
I mean seriously man what the fuck
finally get to a point in life where i'm unstuck
Flash report a mass shooting in nevada and it's revving my gears
Praying desperately for the safety of my friends and family near
Author's Notes: This normally isn't my thing, but I couldn't stop writing recently, and there has been a lot of controversial shit going on, both in the media as well as several lives both lost and many injured. Here even in my state we had kids in a town over get abducted, and more and more incidents like this are becoming common, and I refused to be desensitized to shit like that in particular. Theres a lot of my own experiences in, whatever it is I was trying to write independent of whatever structure or scheme in play here, but I needed some kind of platform to speak on it. I hope it's not a complete mess, because after reading it over it sure as hell felt like a mess, because it was twisted leaving my fingers lol.d