Here I am again. A few months ago, I think it was March, I came home from school and my mom had something important to tell me. Apparently, my dad had passed on the 1st of February and she had just gotten a call from Child Services that day. We started talking about him a little bit and my mom said she'd try and get more information about him.
A few weeks later, my mom tells me that we're getting Security Benefits for his death, about 700 something $ each month. This is good cause my mom needs the money to pay bills and so that me and my family can get the things that we want (I gotta a DS!^^).
The thing is, I've never seen or met my dad before while my older sister and cousins have. He's never tried to meet me, and he has several other children somehwhere that I've also never met. So I'm sorta wondering if it's normal to feel happy even though he's dead and okay not to cry or anything like that? Am I being sorta cold?
Opinions, ideas, pancakes are pretty much welcomed.
A few weeks later, my mom tells me that we're getting Security Benefits for his death, about 700 something $ each month. This is good cause my mom needs the money to pay bills and so that me and my family can get the things that we want (I gotta a DS!^^).
The thing is, I've never seen or met my dad before while my older sister and cousins have. He's never tried to meet me, and he has several other children somehwhere that I've also never met. So I'm sorta wondering if it's normal to feel happy even though he's dead and okay not to cry or anything like that? Am I being sorta cold?
Opinions, ideas, pancakes are pretty much welcomed.