So, July 28th, 2008 I started dating a guy on here. We were together for almost 2 years. We had plans to get married, yadaydadayada. We've been fighting alot recently, but we only now (a week or so ago) broke up. I know that there's supposed to be glory in being single, but I can't really feel any of it. I feel kinda devoid of life. I can't really feel anything at all. It's like being single is ruining me. I try not to let it get to me, because I'm trying to become more mature, but I can't seem to stop it.
Plus, there's 2 guys I've really liked for a long time. We used to be best friends, but now they're both trying to get me to go out with them. Let me call them Peter and Ned. Peter and Ned have never liked each other, even though they've never met. Peter asked me out first, and when I told Ned, he got all depressed. I want to go out with somebody, but I don't want to have to chose sides or have one and not the other.
So, most of you know I used to screw up pretty much everything, and I'm trying to get my life back in order from all that. I'm trying to apologize to everyone I've hurt, and I'm trying to become more mature. But I don't really know what to do about this.
Help?
Plus, there's 2 guys I've really liked for a long time. We used to be best friends, but now they're both trying to get me to go out with them. Let me call them Peter and Ned. Peter and Ned have never liked each other, even though they've never met. Peter asked me out first, and when I told Ned, he got all depressed. I want to go out with somebody, but I don't want to have to chose sides or have one and not the other.
So, most of you know I used to screw up pretty much everything, and I'm trying to get my life back in order from all that. I'm trying to apologize to everyone I've hurt, and I'm trying to become more mature. But I don't really know what to do about this.
Help?