Dear Dawn Rebirth,
...There's so much I want to say to you. So, so much.
I can't say I remember when I first say you very clearly- just that I remember you being one of Lan's friends. And Lan seemed to have a lot of friends, really, so at first you were just Lan's friend with a really cool One Piece avatar.
And then, you said hello to me. More specifically, you asked me about my username and avatar. A simple enough meeting, and not uncommon.
And now you became the guy with a wonderfully philosophic username and a way with words.
You were the one who gave me the nickname Mazy, and my username The Amazy Dazy. You were the one I could always talk to about school. Creative, funny, and I soon found out you were a writer like I was!
And then I became the girl with the really bad jokes. And you became the guy with the great insight and advice.
We had a lot of the same tastes in anime, and I grew to look forward to our talks about One Piece and Bobobo-Bobobobo and Team Four Star and so much more. We shared our woes, shared our joys, shared our triumphs, we shared candy (in spirit). I annoyed you at times, and I know that. And for what it's worth, I'm sorry for those times --but I can't come to regret them because I always had so much fun with you.
And something I remember vividly is our little roleplay together. I wasn't very good, but I enjoyed myself. Getting it started was one of the places I annoyed you the most, I'm guessing, but even then you were so kind anf patient with me. I was always so excited to see your responses, simply seeing that you had responded managed to put a smile on my face. You are an amazing roleplayer and an astonishing theorist.
I can't say when, but somewhere in there, you and I became great friends and confidants. And what's harder to trace to a single point is when I started to admire all you can do, all your potential, all your skill, your drive... So much about you simply amazes me. You were so many things I wasn't, so many things I wanted to be --you still are! And that's what I've loved most about you, that you're true to yourself and kind and intelligent and, while thoughtful of others' feelings, you are confident enough to defend your own points. You're insightful, bright, humourous... it's a horribly subjective, to the point where the phrase may be meaningless by now, and I hope you don't misunderstand what I mean when I say, I truly think you're the perfet guy. And even if I'm not your perfect girl I wish you every happiness in life.
Oh, I forgot to mention this in the timeline because I have forgotten where it fell, but somewhere along the way, when we went from strangers and fate had us meet, then we chose to become each other's friends, you and I became more than that. Officially.
Thank you, Dawn Rebirth, for being the best boyfriend I could imagine or hope for. I am more grateful than I could ever really express to you, and hope that I have managed to bring you at least a fraction of the happiness and bliss you have so easily brought me. Here's to another great year, and hopefully more to come.
I not sure what to say, what can be said that hasn't been said to you already? What can I type that will stick-out from all the rest? I don't know, but in the words of T.J.
Jon Tron: I sure as hell can try
And how? Simple, by speaking from the heart as I usually do with you ^_^(Mayhaps in a different manner)
I was surprised when I learned not only had a year gone by since you joined, but you also devoted quite possibly hours of your time to type-up a personal message to each of us. Where has the time gone? When reading your message and the recollections with it, my mind suddenley became submerged in memories of the passing year. I feel nostagia is a bit over-rated, but I guess I have to play the role of the hypocrite on this one, because last night it sorta choked me up.
A lot of what you said about me, I'm just not willing to accept everything, not yet. Kinda like how you aren't ready to take even a tiny bit of pride in your drawings, you will always be better than me at that in spades, whether you wish to accept it or not.
It's strange, all of this started with a bit of curiousity and gave forth to this precious friendship which I feel shines brighter than any stone in this universe or any other. I know, maybe not as magical as us being tied by destiny or fate, but I feel it is human nature for us to make the most out of the little things, especially if it can be for the better, I see it quite a bit, weekly at the very least.
Like Sora you give people a chance along with the benefit of the doubt, n' like Kairi you treasure those friendships and put everyone before yourself. But there's more, I feel unlike them you have one quality I fail to see from either of them yet; if there is any good in a person, you are capable of winning that person over.
I wonder, is this a tear jerker? And if so, is it working? Are you crying? Well, if so, don't try to stop, tears that come down all on their own are the most genuine signs of emotion, and they are the proof that this isn't some elaborate facade, you really are kind as I and many others strongly believe.
BtW, every now and again I get this urge to ask "Hey y' wanna start-up our role-playing again, Mazy?", we never did finish. Me and my laziness, although I blame my own clumziness when typing this stuff down. I type so much, then at near finish I do something and all that hard work goes done the drain T_T Oh yeah, and just so you know, I don't get annoyed with you over having to wait, because somehow, some way, you come through for me.
Maybe somewhere along the way these words have lost their emotion, and sound incredibly corney and sappy to those who might be reading this. But I quite frankly couldn't care less, you're one I'm doing this for, and nobody else.
I think I've finally run out of things I feel I should say, and with that the setting sun gives way to our new year, and the dawn has given forth to a strange blue sun for but a moment as the sun becomes lighter and the sky absorbs that blue. The open door has shut behind you, and I am waiting eagerly on this side to converse with you again ^_^
Sincerely wishing the best for your second year, Dawn Rebirth~
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