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I'm coming here because of the (relative) anonymity of this forum. I just...kinda wanna get it out somewhere.
Since high school, I've been bothered with this memory of an old family friend subjecting me to an...act of sorts when I was 6. When it first started to come to me a few years ago, I tried putting it off. I said it wasn't real. I said it was real, but that it had nothing to do with me since it was from so long ago. But it's always just sitting in the back of my mind, and I can't really shake it. I now have the full memory more or less recovered, and...well, it's a serious annoyance. I don't think my parents still keep up contact with this individual or his family anymore, but I'd still rather they not find out about it. Sometimes I think it may have contributed to the dip in self-esteem I underwent in high school (around the time I started to remember it), but I think it's just one of a few factors that led to that, so I don't really blame it for much of anything.
Anyways, maybe just telling someone, even you guys, will help. I don't know. I just want it out of my mind.
Since high school, I've been bothered with this memory of an old family friend subjecting me to an...act of sorts when I was 6. When it first started to come to me a few years ago, I tried putting it off. I said it wasn't real. I said it was real, but that it had nothing to do with me since it was from so long ago. But it's always just sitting in the back of my mind, and I can't really shake it. I now have the full memory more or less recovered, and...well, it's a serious annoyance. I don't think my parents still keep up contact with this individual or his family anymore, but I'd still rather they not find out about it. Sometimes I think it may have contributed to the dip in self-esteem I underwent in high school (around the time I started to remember it), but I think it's just one of a few factors that led to that, so I don't really blame it for much of anything.
Anyways, maybe just telling someone, even you guys, will help. I don't know. I just want it out of my mind.