Why that is it I seem to suck at almost everything...???????
Writing-I'm not good at being descriptive and if I am, it usually comes from help from other stories and or the Thesaurus.
Poetry-I suck at rhyming and even my Freeverse poetry sounds like I did it out of a child's story book and instead it doesn't like my age
Sports-I'm a dud at it but I kind of knew that.
Music-I never played an instrument...and I know I'm not good at singing..I'm okay at it I guess...
Art-I can't seem to draw...
School-I don't know...why I can get British Lit. and or Math...and make a fool out of myself in class...
What more do I need to list? It's like I seem to have no talent and nobody wants to help me out/can't understand...
I'm pretty depressed right now, it'd be nice if somebody would try and help me.
Its not about pleasing others ,and wanting to be somebody else. It is about being yourself, discovering yourself and loving that person. When you love that person then there is nothing that you wont be able to share with that person, nothing you wont be able to not let go or work through. Yes share with yourself...do not let others in life derail you from what is truly important to you and for you. Your happiness comes 1st. Who cares what you cant do, any one that does care cares too much about nothing because there is nothing that can be done about it.
Im sure though that if you start to believe in you and put your mind to it that you can do great things in life. As for drawing , trust me it takes practice, lots and lots of it. Dont give up on it , anyone can draw.
There is no such thing as a bad drawing but every drawing can be better.
As for being depressed, you are far from the 1st my friend, I have seen many before you the same. Some could not take it at all , some could not take it well. You may feel you are loosing your wars but consider this amongst all I have seen, the best of those men and women are the ones that in your current position in life , march on and discover the way out for theirselves and not others. You may fail at sports, you may fail at art or any other social activity but now it comes down to this. Being good and well at an activity does not make one happy , it makes someone complete and gives them character. If you lack that certain character for sports , art , then you are obviously not that sort of person and Im willing to bet that your greatest qualities come from something less social and more personal, your heart.
If you ever want to speak with me do so here or in the pms Im open .
I want to be an art teacher, I can teach you art but you must learn more than I teach you, if you understand then you are ready to learn.
Brian
