I've been threatened to be sued two different times, once for having thoughts of suicide and another for beating up my bullies all the time. But damn, that sucks. I can't believe I found someone who has a crappier life than me... I feel sorry for you. Though, you've never thought of running away, have you? (I'm going to expect a "yes" from you though, I can tell)
Pray to God that you might one day reincarnate into one of your rp charas, eh? That'd be pretty awesome. A more better life that I would someday wish to runaway to.