What bothers me the most is when I'm going for a trip. "Okay, let's hope that everything is alright and I still have an apartment to come back to." Though I don't really get what could happen, haha. *u*~ That's a good mentality.
Haha. No you can't. I wouldn't even if you threatened me with a chainsaw.
We'll never be sure about everything. My mom still doesn't know what she would like to do. I'm not sure either, I just made a decision and stuck with it. Life in general is just a huge uncertainty. o~o Nothing is as certain as uncertainty. Pessimistic? Haha, I see it more like being a realist but ... I guess it depends on a point of view, like, if you think that a glass is half full or half empty. c; I didn't go through anything, haha, my childhood has been as normal as anyone's but I was always "the weird kid" so I don't know. Never really enjoyed the company of my age-peers before high school but rather hanged out with older. To this day, I don't really have friends that are younger than me. ?_? Almost everyone is at least a couple of months older, so I don't know. *shrug* I matured mentally early? Not saying I was fully mature at the age of 7 though lol but. I've always understood "the importance" of school since I've been in school. I don't know, as I said, being independent is something that you don't really notice. You notice it when you have to be, then you find out if you either are or are not. Besides, I still think you already are, no matter what you say: I'm sure you're making your own decisions and are not really following anyone else. Like, picking up that art as your major, it was your decision after all.
Well, yeah but... but... ;_; Yeah, I'm way too critical when it comes to myself. Yeah. Motivation and self-confidence were the things that I lacked as well. And I seriously realized quite recently, that you actually have to study drawing. It doesn't come naturally.
I LOVE THAT SERIES. That was my favorite thing when I was something around 11 or 12. lol, I always was in a huge hurry to get home from school so I could catch the episode. Oh, those times. ;_; I've kind of been hopeful that they'd show it as a re-run but no luck. ._.
>:c ~ That guy wants to talk to you. Period. End of the story. Oh, I can certainly see why people don't like me, haha. Yesss, that indeed. So they like you. *u*~ T_T Ha ha. I mean, that you're likeable. ;w;<3 Haha, I start to feel special when you say that you don't care for most people. Haha, me neither. o3o It's okay though. But it's kind of funny how I met one of my best friends. I mean, when we were in the 7th grade, she was such a bitch towards me, I disliked her with passion and she seemed kind of an air-head: a person not to waste my time on that is. But then, in the 8th grade, she had changed entirely and she suddenly started to hang out with me. o3o And we became friends. That was like ... one of the most unlikeliest thing to happen at that time, lol.
Mm, it was good, though surprisingly easy (easier than FFXIII for me to be honest :d) and short. Took me under 30 hours. o_o And I did quite a lot of unintentional grinding because I tried to acquire certain monsters, so I could have finished it roughly in about 20 hours. But yeah, I actually liked it quite a lot. The plot was pretty meh but I liked the characters. Noel was awesome, like I presumed, I started to like Serah (though she wasn't unbearable in FFXIII, I was just a bit indifferent) and uh ... `3? I liked the monsters. It was pretty awesome to have a behemoth or a chocobo fight for you. And it was, in any case better than FFXIII. I'm thinking about collecting some fragments and getting other endings now but meh, not too excited about that yet so I might pick up dat Dark Souls next or continue DX. u3u
It's alright~ *v* Just asking~ Not like forcing you or hurrying up or anything, lol. Ah, I see. It has something to do with NGE, I suppose? Makes sense to watch them though, now that you have your PS3 again~ n_n My PS3 is the only Blu-ray player I've got as well. I was meant to watch The Lion King now that I got it on Blu-ray but meh, idk why I've been so lazy. ;_;
... I write way too long messages. ._.