ruon

I don't deserve to live I don't deserve friends I don't deserve love Why am I even still alive? No friends no hope My only love hates me I'm a slave to my only lust I wasn't even given the time I required my love, my enemy are one of the same
He is the guy I dream He is the guy I wish to marry
He is the guy who hates me. He is my brother Now, now i have to beg. Now I have to cry just regain all that I lost. idk who's fault it is His or mine His caring brotherly love or my sisterly lustful mind