I've been having headaches left in right. I have seen things that do inspire me to draw but my depression and always putting myself down is pretty much killing any motivation. I am afraid of screwing up.
I did talk to my internet provider. I don't think they'll raise my bill, it just seems like it'll only affect businesses. I also have someone thinking that I am kind of a Nazi sympathizer because I am defended PewDiePie. I just don't think it was fair how he got treated for a joke that was taken out of context. I probably should stop responding to that person, because they clearly don't understand humor.
I am just freaking about today. Today's the day that Net Neutrality gets decided if it'll get repealed or not. I have been hearing both sides of the argument and I am just tired of all the fear mongering and saying it's the end of the internet or that I'll have to pay extra for my internet. I believe I am on the disability package and I think I should talk to the FTC in regards to it.
I am just wondering if I am worrying over nothing. I just wish I was more informed about everything. I wish I could take an economics class or something. There is just too much going on right now.
It's pretty scary, especially with how Stalin was portrayed as Napoleon. Napoleon was pretty greedy and self-absorbed, didn't care about how he ran Animal Farm into the ground with all the animals, excluding the pigs starving and miserable.
I think it would have been better to write Napoleon off as a character that thought he was doing the right thing, but over time he let the power corrupt him. Just seeing that ending with all those angry faces and the smashed portrait of Napoleon was pretty deep and terrifying.