Do you actually believe this drivel?
Contentment will forever be an elusive snake that slips from your fingers as long as you continue to attach your sense of self-worth to something outside of yourself. Self-hate and hatred of others are two sides of the same coin, not sure how aware you are of the destructive nature of your line of thinking.
For your own sake and for the sake of those around you, take a step back from all this grasping and figure out what brings you joy, what parts of your personality you love like you'd love a friend. Then cultivate those things, and forget about the rest. For fuck's sake forget about sex, it's not worth these sorts of thoughts. Seriously.
People aren't stupid, they have intuitive natures. If you're genuinely going around thinking "female nature is pure evil," um, that's not an attitude that's going to be conducive to building relationships. If you're going around thinking "I am genetically inferior," it's tantamount to the same thing -- you're withholding from actually forming relationships with people because you're not willing to form a positive relationship with yourself first.