ok look im not in the best of moods right now, my life has turned into a downward spiral and im swirling down it at a great speed.
Here is what makes me feel this way: I was born blind in my left eye which makes people treat me differant and like im special. I have delt with it for most of my life but now im sick and fuckin tierd of bein treated "Special" then i just recently messed up my leg somehow and the doctors say nothing is wrong, but i know there is and it hurts to walk too. Then as of late all my friends are turning against me and shit like that, which makes me feel like im fading away in this world. And girls are treating me like shit, pretending to go out with me just to ether make their EXs jelious or for a fun laugh and it hurts me alot like no girl ever will give a care about a guy like me, and how will i know if one really does care.
Here is what makes me feel this way: I was born blind in my left eye which makes people treat me differant and like im special. I have delt with it for most of my life but now im sick and fuckin tierd of bein treated "Special" then i just recently messed up my leg somehow and the doctors say nothing is wrong, but i know there is and it hurts to walk too. Then as of late all my friends are turning against me and shit like that, which makes me feel like im fading away in this world. And girls are treating me like shit, pretending to go out with me just to ether make their EXs jelious or for a fun laugh and it hurts me alot like no girl ever will give a care about a guy like me, and how will i know if one really does care.